okay. see right. this is what i'm suppose to do today.
first, meet pet for breakfast.
second, meet pei ying after her school and go for a run.
third, meet edmund to get charger.

okay, now. this is the result.
first, i think pet's still sleeping. thats why i am still at home.
second, pei ying is not free.
third, edmund haven ended school, so i have to wait.

as i said, it takes two hands two clap. why should i always try so hard.

monday-
went to school. was quite shock that i was the first few in class. had lessons as usual. let me see. after school, went to forum for project. before that, met pet outside orchard mrt. so long never see her. okay la. then did project. saw ms shanti. haha. with boyfriend? did project till 8pm. went home.

tuesday-
nothing special. went home earlier to have dinner with dad. thats all.

quote from jeammie:
why love someone so much,
when he/she doesnt love you?

AAAAAHHHHHH! AAAAHHHHH!
i hate me! i hate me!
i hate my itchy fingers MORE!
why do i always have to find out things that i dont want to?
then i will get all angry and stuff.
okay. i hate myself okay.
nobody cares anyway.
HAHA. whats the point man.
... nobody cares.

why why why why why?
why must you lie to me?
i'm quite sick and tired of listening to your excuses and lies.
you always give me excuses after excuses.
when will you be truthful to me?
at least for once?
you make me wanna give up.

to whom it may be concern:
maybe its you, her or him.
if you have a problem with me,
you better shoot it in my face.
quit play guessing games with me.
cos i'm not playing with you.
thanks.

the two from ISF. stop throwing tantrums.

-.-
TWO-FACED BITCH!
i hate you,
yet love you at the same time.
only you can make me do that.
idiot. :D

=(
dont expect me to be there for you,
when you werent there for me.
fuck off!

how many times do you think these sentence can rotate in my head for 24 hours?

you are a loser with a capital L.
you are a loser with a capital L.
you are a loser with a capital L.
you are a loser with a capital L.
you are a loser woth a capital L.
because you only have one friend.
and you dance around her like nobody's business.

there are gossips about you and your buddy.
i dont understand why.
because we have left school for almost a year.
why would people wanna gossip about us?

i'm gonna buy rat poison.
giselle and i.
goodbye.

i dont know the use of a blog, when i cant write what i feel.

i shant write anymore. in case...

Im sorry for the blog
Maybe i was too harsh
but calling me a loser doesnt make things better.

no! i am not going to write happier things!
i am going to write things that will make me happy!

i am sick. i am very lousy. where got people blog like that one.
anyways, i just decided yesterday that i dont want the sugar cane to be my friend.
she can fill ten trucks of sugar cane if she is being squeezed.
stop thinking that you are so good and stuff.
no wonder you have no friends! HAHA!
at least i have friends who will stand up for me.
do you have? ask yourself.
dont think you own the world.

my best friend broke up with her boyfriend.
so she's single and available.
but she's even available when she's with her boyfriend.
change song.
she's trying to be a fish now!

thats my happy stuff! :D

[wednesday]
birthday boy called just when i was about to fall asleep. he was crying over the phone. my heart was pain as usual. just dont understand why, anybody who calls me and cry over the phone, my heart will break. talked to him for awhile. after putting down the phone, couldnt sleep. that explains my tiredness today. sigh.

was suppose to meet pet after school. but she overslept. so i went to vivo with giselle, veron, jay, ash and FAIZAL? after that, met pet. rushed down to holland. celebrated auntie's birthday. went home after that.

it was around 6pm. i sat on a bus, behind a man. he was smelly and talking to himself. it was not like talking, he was SHOUTING to the whole bus? then he was moving his hands in front and behind. i was so afraid that he would hit me. so i moved away immediately. fell asleep on the bus. almost missed my bus stop. woops.

tuesday*
went for the paper. this time is correct time okay. i think i ate expired bread this morning. the minute the paper started, i wanted to shit. i ren ren ren ren ren. finally ren until the paper ended. farted abit. not loud okay. i just couldnt find the toilet in the school. so i had no choice but to rush home to shit. omg! i swear i waited for the bus for the longest time. i took 45 minutes to reach home. but it seemed like two hours have gone. after bombaring my house's toilet, i rested for awhile. after that, i went to pet's house.

on the way there, i went to NTUC to get char mee and green tea for her. see. i am nice right? of course i am. after an hour or so, i finally reached pet's house. guess what! i can only open the gate, but i dont know how to open the door. wow. i was stucked ourside her house for half an hour. finally, the maid came. FINALLY! the minute i gave up and sat down, she came. i guess god answered my prayers. thanks. :D

stayed at pet's house to do auntie's present. went to town to meet giselle. thats about it. went home. thought i could sleep a very good sleep today cos i haven slept well since sunday. unfortunately not. birthday boy called.

the biggest joke of the year:
I WENT FOR THE WRONG PAPER TODAY!

i was at the staircase before going up. i had this unusual feeling. so i double-checked my ebtry proof, and the timing is correct. so i went to the classroom. found out that my index is not there. so i went to the hall. i asked a teacher where was the science paper. she looked at me, SHOCKED. she told me that the paper is tml. i was like omg! so i double-checked my entry proof again. in the end, the paper is tomorrow. ALAMS!

so went to the airport to meet pet. another joker of the day, pet's daddy. HAHA. i shall save the story. stayed at the airport till two plus? went to town. got auntie's present. its not about the money. its about the heart. :D after that, hanged around town. and went home.

i confirm the paper is tomorrow. confirm. chop chop car-li pop.

::saturday::
was supposed to meet pet. but was late due to the stuoid bus, which broke down along the way. and i waited 15 minutes for the next bus. whalaoeh. thanks ar. so i din get to meet her in the end. ALAMS.

dropped off at toa payoh. sat there and stoned for an hour plus. waited for my uncle to come. had lunch with him. went down to town. walked to delfi orchard and waited for charmaine to finish work. after that, headed down to tampines ikea. supposed to only shop for joyce's present. in the end. charmaine bought so many things la. but i had fun at ikea. headed home after that.

-if i knew this would happen, i wouldnt have...