monday=
normal day, with normal ending.

tuesday=
woke up in a shock. so many things happened in just a few hours. rushed out of house to meet pet, cos apparantly some things happened. met her friend, wei zhang, who was also there to accompany her too. we are two good friends man. haha. after that, slack the whole bloody day. pet stayed over at my house for the night.

wednesday=
woke up early. went home breakfast with pet at the market. after that she followed me run my errands. we went to pasir ris to get a form. after that, went to my school to hand in the form. then went to eat ya kun dip dip chocolate. :D after that, we went back to her place to sleep. shiok sia!

thursday=
received a call at 5am in the morning. was quite panic. met pet in town. had alot for lunch. did something retarded, by taking the shutter bus at plaza sing. this auntie was dancing to the song. haha. so funny! after that, went to her house to slack. wei zhang came. the end.

was talking to pet about dying and giving each other our will. quite scared of death actually. let me write my will here?

1. dad: i love you the most and i am sorry for lying to you. about the last year forgery issue. i am sorry about that, but i wanna thank you for forgiving me. THANK YOU.

2. mum. although you are the most unreasonable person i have ever met, but you are still my mum. i have learned to accept the fact that i cant change. anyways, i just want you to know that. dont pull the string too hard. it will break eventually. and at the end of the day, you will be the one getting hurt.

3. my sisters. learn to grow up. stop fighting over the minorest things.

4. elvin koh. i haven thought about it yet.

5. my past two group members in ISF, especially jay and aizhen. sorry to cause so many trouble for you guys. sorry for not putting my heart and soul into the project when i am supposed to. i know, i have to work very hard to let you guys gain confidence in me again. SORRY.

6. my friends in primary school. especially su-lynn koh and lee yan peng. thank you for making me so retardedly stupid in primary school but i do miss you okay?

7. secondary school friends, especially 4N5'05 and 5N'06. thank you for making my secondary school life so much more interesting.

8. friends around me. thanks for the care and concern given. appreciated.

9. teachers in IJ that taught me. sorry to disappoint you guys cause i ended up in ITE.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!

10. pet my buddy. thank you for always looking out for me. thank you for all you have done. sorry if i leave before you. but, go find yourself a new buddy. someone that is better than me. someone who will not irritate you as often as i do. someone who can cheer you up, and give you solutions to your problem at the same time. someone who will not nag at you. someone who will not complain while helping you do things, JUST LIKE ME! someone who will always be there for you 24/7, no matter what. thats about it. i think.

okay, i feel like i am dying soon.

wednesday~
met pet in bishan. ate lunch. went to pet's house to nua.

thursday~
met pet around the afternoon at far east for lunch. slack around. then went home.

friday~
coincidentally met veron, aizhen, ningxin and shawal at bishan. after that went to pet's house. her mum was there. scary auntie. after that, rested awhile. pet painted the house. i din help much. was abit stonish. the room is finally done. F-I-N-A-L-L-Y! yeah yeah. it looks nice.

monday:
supposed to meet pet at 8.45am. in the end, cos i took the 'i thought' was the shorter way. and i was late by 45 minutes. in the end, i reached at 9.25am. haha. i am sorry pet. first time late so long. monday ma. after a quite fucked up macs breakfast, went to school to help out at auntie francis's stall. now i know how bad my maths is. gave wrong money a few times. sorry man.

after that, slack in school for awhile, then went to bugis to shop for pet's clothes. so retarded lor both of us. then went to far east to have lunch. chicken rice AGAIN. after that, while walking to alvin's shop, saw this fucking hot guy! omg omg omg! pet and i was like drooling all over the floor man. :D


tuesday:
met pet for breakfast. then slack around. waited till robinsons opened. talked abit here and there. then after that, went to look for leslie. this guy, forever not working one lors. after that, went to queensway to buy paint. pet's dad was nice enough to fetch us home. after that, started to paint her house.

paint paint paint paint paint. played played played played played. went to eat abit. after that, i went to sleep for one hour, while pet cleared up the mess that she created. finally started to paint blue after all the white paints. goods goods goods.

slacked at around six plus. fun seh. took alot of photos. went home. fucked up

elvin's taking over my shift now. happy painting stups. :D

saturday.
stomach pain like fuck. argh! go away! stop disturbing me. decided to open my blog again.

thursday.
slept till twelve or one. but totally din sleep well. so, was abit grumpy. went to school to wait for auntie. then headed to town. met pet. went for chicken rice. after that, went to slack at the usual place, outside burger king. then auntie and i went to seven eleven. we went to buy vodka. wha! i tell you, this is the funny part. the person ask for her IC. wha! i burst out laughing immediately! hahahaha.

after that, we went to visit alvin, the hairdresser. did my hair. auntie paid for me first. THANK YOU AUNTIE. i will pay you back. slowly. :D then met elvin. he grew fatter. but he said he became cuter all. wha lao. faints..... abit moody today.

friday.
abit too complicated to say. better dont say.

tuesday.
went to school to visit auntie. afterwhich, walked her to MRT. went to town and waited for grace. after she came, pet, grace and i studied. an unsuccessful study trip. then went to visit alvin, the hairdresser. thats the end.

wednesday.
TPS exam. last paper. anyhow bom some answer. hope i anyhow bom can at least give me a small pass. after that, waited for like two hours for the soccer match to start cos maybe some basketball class was late. game finally started. but the other class decided to play rough. so what can ISF do? hmmmmm. follow them? hahaha. isk fell a few times, raymond injured his shin, jay fell and was fed up, almost started a fight. but din. next, ash fell. tension like fuck. who caused all these injuries? BESTIAN. in the end, ISH and ISF almost fought. but it was cool. who was the tension starters? ISH. northlight students man.

after that, went to meet pet. ate abit of lunch. then, met ashley and ????. waited for leonard to play basketball. basketball was a little bit tension. after that, lyds came down. talked quite abit. after that, went to cityhall. waited for pet to do her hair.......... went home.

what a dumb move.
he called all the way from the states and you you you just continued to play basketball
what happened to talking to him
telling him how much you missed him
what happened to communication
i don know man.
i don know.

this is the lyrics to a song,
which i hope will help you abit.
not sure if you will feel better.
but you always know.
i will be here. no matter whatever happens.

LISTEN TO YOUR HEART

I know there's something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You've built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
when he's calling for you.
Listen to your heart
there's nothing else you can do.
I don't know where you're going
and I don't know why,
but listen to your heart
before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,
the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices
that want to be heard.
So much to mention
but you can't find the words.
The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been
when love was wilder than the wind.

what is mickey w/o minnie?
what is a sea w/o fishes?
what am i w/o aircon?
DAMNIT MAN. the weather is so fucking hot.
okay honestly i see no link in the first two t the third.
got myself this awful tann. hahaha... oh well.
damn man. damn. i am feelin awful. but i knw this feelin will eventually go away.
i think i shld take a few datys off my life. i wake up alternate mornings to go for breakfast at with bud,
then i either 1. return home to slp the rest of the day away or 2. find a nice spot t chillout and smoke.
i might be playin ball more often-- need t get my mind off certain things. urgh.
this feelin sucks. go away.

OLD MACDONALD HAD A FARM,
YEE YAA YEE YAA YO!
OLD MACDONALD HAD A DUCK!
YEE YAA YEE YAA YOOOO!
AND SHE QUACK QUACK HERRREEEEEE,
QUACK QUACK THEEEERRRRRREEEEEEEEEE.
HERE QUACK THERE QUACK......
and there she irritates PET! :D

I better rest my eyes, cause I'm growing weary of this point you've been trying to make.
So rather than imply, why don't you just verbalize all the things that you're trying to say?
Thought this would turn out so well
But I'm beginning to see that instead, it's trouble
Into a pattern we fell, of prolonging the inevitable

Why don't you come right out and say it?
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt,
I'd rather have the truth than something insincere
Why don't you come right out and say it?
What it is you're thinking, though I'm thinking it's not what I wanna hear

these words,

err. its been quite a while since i last blogged. :| kinda not used to it. buddy's stayin over at my place. okay wait, actually she stayED over at my place. hahaha what a fun stayover eh bud? so now we're deicding if we shld catch a movie and what movie shld we watch and where we shld watch it and what time. WAH LAU EH. so many things to decide-- so in the end. we dcided that we're not gonna catch the movie. -- troublesome-- anyway last night was a night at holland. went to eski to literally chill out and i went to check out which outlets were hiring. sianzz...work work work. dont know what the fuck for also. anyway buddy's right by my side checkin out my entry. so i shldn say too much. HEHEHE. :D she was in a blue dress last night and i thought she looked pretty good cept for that maybe it was a lil too long for her. it was like below her knees man. =D haha. UNglamourous. :D yeah i think ya shld dress up more often man bud. i think i have a major sexy voice when i get up man. buddy totally agrees with me. she's like nodding her head vigorously. hahahaha... :) okay anyway i think she had fun at the concert at the esplanade last night. caught some musical. hahahaha. and after that was like chalet at sentosa. thanks for the drinks man bud. you're the best and the stteeeeks. hahaha you rock. thanks uncle. hahahah =D okay i shall get my ass moving. outta the house ya'll.
xxx.