this week was good. haha. better. much better. there was nothing to upset me. i think. =)

today theres mood to type. hehe. (: basically it was a weeek full of exams. i think i am going to fail. thats sad. yesterday i went to ROM. not for myself of course. went for my uncle. suxs totally please. i went there cos he was paying for my phone bill. i scared he angry with me then dont pay anymore and there goes my fone bill. ooh. sad. anyway. i love my uncle actually. but ever since he went for that second wife of his, i hated him. although i dont think his first wife is great cos she always scolds me, but i really really hate the second wife. dont ask me why. i jux hated her for some stupid reason. and the reason is that she broke up a family? my uncle has the burden of this 10 year old girl who has utterly no manners. watever she did yesterdae made me hate her 100, no, 100000 times more. hate her to the core. everything she did cannot be typed out because it will be don noe how many pages long. i couldnt stand the whole wedding cermony yesterdae! thats why i had to sit. oops. that was lame. (: I HATE HER! hope i dont see her and her daughter anymore in the near future. i really hate seeing her. i also realised that almost everyone in the family dont like her. so that doesnt make me extra. her daughter is no much better so.... together they make a perfect slut. with the whomever they asked to be their witness. argh! although we were sitting at the saem long table, we were like two different families. the china people and my uncle were in their own world and my dad and our group were in our own group. i kinda felt very embarrassed yesterade cos they were toking very very loudly yesterdae. i thought i was the loudest but she won. happily she won.. i admit defeat. then we were in our own world, half stoning, half embarrassing. where got people tok so loud in restaurant one. >.< sigh. embarrassing additional family members i have got. ewwww. too many too type. dad's birthday celebration was great todae. as least it left a beautiful mark in my weekend. dont have to spend my timne telling people how i spend my weekend telling people how the stupid ROM went. suxs. please inform me 10 days in advance if she is coming to my hse nect time. i will purposely ask people out and not let her appear in front of me. spoil my eyesight only. my aunt ask if i took pictures for yesterdaes wedding, i told her my fone will rot if i take pictures of that bitch. thats how much i hate her. happy that i no need to see her todae. my mum din invite them for my dad's birthdae. phew. hurray mummy. love you loads for the first time. ;)

nothing's on this week. i think it was a boring week though. and i think i fractured my middle finger. thats all. so sad. but at least i can hold my pen for exam. but its tooo pain to type.

i feel that i am a bloody two-faced, hypocrite, and watever you can think of now. nat said that i was a hypocrite cos i was mixing with that bitch. i should stop toking to that bloody f***ing bitch. i hate her. she has been poking into my business. poke until i got so many holes. i should mend the holes and stop associating with her. we came from different world and we will leave each other alone. thats how it should be. yeah. i made up my mind. no longer are we friends, mates, blah blah blah. that should be the way. kk. help me k? protect me from her. people out there especially ah yees, mummy, papa and jie jie. thanx. (:

decided to go for krunk last minute. begged mum the whole day and she finally allowed. liked yeah. but in the end. it seemed like a bad decision. krunk was a disaster. total disaster for me. met calli before gg to lyds hse. but was late cos i missed the bus. then waited for about 3 fucking long hours. so bored and pissed la. but nvm though. took a cab down to sentosa cos it was kinda late. then all three of us thou8ght it was at tanjong beach but in the end it was at the musical fountain. argh. so pissed off. we reached there and waited at the wrong entrance. that was a total turn off for that night. like wat the hell. watever la. then went in. lyds got stucked at the entrance but made her way in soon after. i mean like finally we are there. then we went to dance. music suxed like wat? too tired to say anything anymore. i think my mummy was drunk that nite. i think she embarrassed herself. haha. drank abit. plus abit plus abit. then went back in with huiyun and eunice. music ended at 5.30. i think the DJ don noe how to read time. haha. anyways. sat outside for a while then went to take a cab back to lyds hse. i don wanna explained wat happened in the middle. damn fucked up. watever. cant sleep in lyds hse cos there were knocking and everything. so noisy pls. then. i cried for nearly an hour or so i guess. i was depressed. thats it. i din noe i could cry for so long. anyways. it had a reason behind it. only sam noes the real reason. went home and slept throughout the day and it was fucking shiok. i swear it was the best and i finally feel the need for me to go home. like watever la pls. no mood for todae. please leave me alone. i need space to breathe. i no longer have the energy to deal with this. jus let me rest awhile and i will be there beside you soon. give me my time and space and wait for me please. thanks.