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/ 9:10 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
today is sunday! just as i wished. just as i prayed. when i came into the kitchen, he was staring right into my face. omg omg omg! hehe. *smiles*
then we joked and so many things happened. jessie helped me check him out, inside out. hehe. so now his profile is: name: chef e koh. age: 22 :D status: single and available. handphone number: shhhh. jessie said that maybe he is interested in me too. chey. nobody will be interested in me. i have got so many things to tell pet and sam. omg! i even smiled to myself while wiping the table. :B talked to jessie quite abit. relax babe. i will be here. you need anything, just give me a call. ring ring. :D |
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/ 8:59 PM
you know what?
if you wanna start a war. bring it on. like i said, i am no longer what you think i am. i din wanna say f**k you in anywhere. BECAUSE i dont believe in saying F**K YOU, to my friends. but you know what. you started it. if i was that anita, i would have shut up and let you rant. but the new anita is different. learning to fight back. so dont push any futhur. i am no push-over. |
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/ 3:54 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
neh ni neh ni pu pu.
one happy and one sad issue. the happy first.
thats all for today. i am bored. |
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/ 2:15 PM
Friday, June 22, 2007
i shouldnt be bitchy. shouldnt have seen the blog. because it totally spoiled my day. cheebye. swallow my anger. and shit it out at the right time. yea! :D
thursday. woke up early in the morning, because i cant sleep last night. butt pain because i fell. hmmm. laugh all you want pet. =( met pet for lunch. went for work. chef e din come. i mean, i din see him. so i was moody for 5 long hours. plus! mr siddique. played the lift. he pressed ten over level buttons and i have to wait for each level's door to open and close. 'SIDDIQUE, YOU WATCH OUT. MOTHERF***ER.' in the end, i was still late. whatever la. friday. working with pris darling later. :D |
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/ 11:17 AM
Thursday, June 21, 2007
i think i like chef e. i was so happy when i saw him yesterday. aiyo. banana la.
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/ 11:15 AM
LOVEFOOL
Dear, I fear we're facing a problem you love me no longer, I know and maybe there is nothing that I can do to make you do Mama tells me I shouldn't bother that I ought to stick to another man a man that surely deserves me but I think you do! **So I cry, and I pray and I beg Love me love me say that you love me fool me fool me go on and fool me love me love me pretend that you love me leave me leave me just say that you need me So I cried, and I begged for you to Love me love me say that you love me leave me leave me just say that you need me I can't care about anything but you Lately I have desperately pondered, spent my nights awake and I wonder what I could do have done in another way to make you stay Reason will not lead to solution I will end up lost in confusion I don't care if you really care as long as you don't go ** |
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/ 1:50 PM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
have been updating. because, i have been working non-stop. just a quick little update.
saturday. took train all the way to choa chu kang to my aunt's place. rushing like mad, thinking that we are all late. when at the end, we were the first to arrive. it was close to 8 at that time. f*** it. just like i said, i dont like to be late. either do i like people to be late. only some people can be forgiven, some cannot. because i am bias. yes i am. i am sorry. was happily planning for airport trip at this period. sunday. worked from 7-12. was asked to extend hours to 5pm. cant make my decision. so i randomly asked chef elvin. A orB. he said C. then i was like A or B la. then played for nearly 5 minutes. finally i got the answer. A. option A is go home and sleep, then come back at 5. then after that, played and joked with chef elvin. he is nice. yes he is. :D went back at 12. came back at 5. worked with anna and cat till 10. went home to sleep. cancelled airport trip. not interested in going anymore. i am sorry. monday. woke up at one. went for lunch with dad. it has been long, yes it is. then, went home to bathe. went for work. was late. then finished work. went home and slept. not missing you YET. tuesday. woke up early for TPS project. met jay at chinatown. the others were late. then, went around taking pictures when the rest came. i was tired when we finished. when to vivo. played with the water for a while. left for work. was late again. this time, it was due to johari, the security. idiot. cat was not really in her best of mood. while working, received some nonsensical message which i used to feel f***ing irritated when i receive it. so yesterday, i finally shoot at her. no, i am not sorry. because i realise that i should let my friends know what thing they do, will make me flare up. and yes, i did. i dont wanna start missing you, when i am not. |
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/ 8:48 PM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
today is.....
ANGIE'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL! YOU ARE FINALLY 18. JUST LIKE WHAT YOU SAID. hmmmm. first thing i came into class. wished angie happy birthday. :D then, stare at my computer for quite some time. i dont know why either. maybe i just feel grumpy today. then, angie lee came in. talked to herself yet again. and we had fun poking bam. cos he was scared of tickles. then we made fun of ash, massaged him all. then did a little bit of OFA. went for S&W. played captain's ball. stupid isk and zhiwen say i look like daffy duck. cheebye. never die before ar? then, recess. slack. played some stupid game during BZF. and guess what mr liau's moral was. 'see, you guys can complete something quietly'. then the whole class was like. hurrrr... after school, slack in canteen for a while. went to meet pet. slack again. then went home. ate ba zhang! :D thats all. might not be going to school tomorrow. actually i dont see a point to go to school everday. going to school is just for attendance. everyday is slacking day to me. sian lor. i want those days when we have homework to worry about. no need everyday la, like once a week can le. better than everyday do nothing. hmmm. the reason why i dont wanna go to school is because, i dont want to think of you. once i step into school, i dont know why, but your face and name will appear in my mind. f***. its not good. neither issit nice. i hate this kind of feelings. i rather go back to ij canteen and slack the whole day. i miss you** |
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/ 9:43 PM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
you. you are the one going on and on now. dont blame me if i scold you. stop accusing her. you know who you are.
anyways, school started late. had subway. broke. then went for OFA. siah la. the lesson was damn boring. then we had assignments. damn diffcult lor. i was like blurr again. after school. went to get some things. not safe to say here. then went to pet's house to stone. then went home. so boring. this mr liau is damn funny today la. ewww.... heard that you went clubbing yesterday. shit man. should have gone. hmm. i am upset now. i miss you like this ( )* much. i bet you din know. it hurts. here. |
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/ 9:07 PM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
tuesday. conflict in class. not involved. neither do i want to get involved. went to arab street with giselle and group. something happened after school. giselle not feeling well. she grabbed me damn tightly on the way to arab street. siah la. felt like a lesbian when she held me so tight. then i had to take care of her. cos she was not alright. then went we were on the green line train to bugis, she was holding me so tightly, and there was this lady from behind, tapped us. both of us were like omg! then we stood miles away. then this lady asked. which ite are you from, what course are you in, how come your course is a new course, how come i never see this course in the booklet, when is your holiday and many more. giselle and i were like what the hell. f*** off la bitach. then we were in tromour. then went arab street. giselle was not feeling well. was abt irritated by shawal. calling me then asking me to shut up. irritating lor. then everybody laughed at the way i cut my prata. hello. whalao. i really don know how to cut okay. =( laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh. then ate, left to collect pay. these three guys, zhiwen, shawal and jay damn cheapskate lor. they accompany me go collect pay, i must treat them three starbucks. three starbucks fifteen dollars. then they mocked and laughed and embarrassed me along the way home. then finally reached home. phew. tiring.
learn not to vent your anger on the wrong person. dont scold me just for the sake of scolding someone. imagine getting scolded for nothing. how would you feel. think about it. not sensitive. just wanting you to know. i am missing you already. three more weeks to go. looking at your photos sux. |
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/ 8:44 PM
Monday, June 11, 2007
my fault issit?
my fault again. dont make it seem like its my fault everytime. you know what. once or twice is okay. but doing it so many times, you are getting on my nerves. i miss you** |
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/ 8:15 PM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
well, not in a mood to do anything. it seems so redundant to do so many things these few days. anyways, didnt go to school on thursday, but went for work at carlton club with pris darling. :D i love working with her. she and her retardedness, and her stupid actions never fail to make me laugh. even if my day was the worst, she would be able to do things that make me smile. i love her. :B then work work work work work. ten o clock! rush to change. both of us were like mad cows. clumsily banging here and there. haha. reach home. giselle msged me to ask me if i wanna meet her tml at 8.30 to see teacher. before that, i already planned properly that i wanna sleep till like 9.30 then go school. but i find it hard to reject her, so i agreed.
friday morning. woke up at 7.00am. went to school to meet giselle. she cheated my bloody feelings. the meeting was at 8.30. she said meet at 8. =/ then we waited for around 45 mins before the chairman of photography club came to gave his speech. dotss. i was bored. then the meeting was less than 5 mins. hymp! wth. nvm. then we walked to bishan, talked alot along the way. heard some new stuffs. went to macs. ate breakfast with debra, zhiwen. jay and mandy. then went to school. was bloody f*** up bored. angie le blew her blouse off again. it was not our fault lor. she din tell us must print out final piece. then scold us say what, errr. you guys bla bla bla bla. i only remember she said something about miko handing in first. dots. then after OFA, went studen hub. wanted to sleep. but abit too noisy ar. then went for PIE. stoned for around 30 mins. then ningxin and i went home. on the way home. i was stoning. i cant figure out why. but i know i was feeling not very happy. maybe just emo. reached home. slept for an hour. left for work. met pris darling. worked. took many pictures. yet to be posted on friendster. saturday. WORK! no life. i know. kenna scolded by moon. bad mood since then. |
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/ 12:45 PM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
you bastard.
why make me hear the nasty things you said about me, then stand in front of me, pretending that nothing has happened. why appear in front of me three four times a day, when you know that i will fall for you once again. i am trying so hard to forget you. but you are not helping me. why carry the same bag as me. why do all sorts of things to make me fall for you again. why must you destroy me. i am trying so hard to control my feelings for you, yet you are hurting me so bad. why why why why why. anyone, give me the answer. |
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/ 8:33 PM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
monday. school and then work. it was a day of boringness. had PIE test. it was some test that i never dreamt that i would have. it was like so useless. the minute i got the paper, i was like hur? wth. this is test paper? then after school, went to macs with jay, ernie, aizhen, jessica and the rest. hmmm. then ate. then the rest left. slack with ernie till 5. left for work. reach carlton earlier than expected. took my own sweet time for everything. then work. work was fun. cos there was anna and ju to play and talk to me. then let them read my blog when i am about to leave. then pestered them to tag my blog. miss anna dont even know whats a tagboard la. then ju tagged for her. then she what what what what what, what that? hahah. so funny. read abit of TPS cos i thought there was a test on tuesday, on the bus. reached hime. bathed. slept. tuesday. woke up with a sore throat. not really feeling well. went to school. dint talk much. was quiet throughout i think. then was really damn sick at the end of the day. called carlton to check if i have to go for work. i need to get replacements if i dont wanna work. now i know. friends are not really reliable. when you need help, they all run so far from you. so i dragged myself to work. was damn sick. anna made me chocolate milk. i was really sick that i felt so cold, and cannot even work. i had to take breaks every 5 minutes. no choice. i accidentally spilled orange juice on the guest. i feel so bad. i almost cried. then at 8pm, i really couldnt take it. i went home. dragged myself to see the doctor downstair, but he was out of the clinic and i was told that i had to wait for 30 mins for him. i told my mum, i cannot make it till the next 30 mins. so i went home. now i know. who are the friends that really care. and who doesnt give a damn. wednesday. couldnt make it to school. i was dead sick. dad brought me to the clinic to see the doctor. was sick. din talk much. but deep in my heart, i was cursing and swearing at the doctor, cos he was the one who scolded me the other time. went home. ate only 2 mouths of the noodle, slept, took medicine, slept again. woke up. was shocked to receive cat phua's msg. she is nice. its just that she likes to be a bitch sometimes. but overall. she is a nice person. i dont understand why people hate carlton club so much, while i yearn to work there. anyways. slacked at home the whole day. still pondering whether to go school tml or not. hmmm. useless to go school tml. no point. school ends at 10.15. wth. |
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/ 8:26 AM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
no. i am not god.
i am just a human like you. i have feelings too. and you know that very well. so STOP forcing me. |
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/ 8:55 PM
Sunday, June 03, 2007
working in carlton for the past two days.
saturday: met sam, played pool. rushed for work. 3pm- 11pm sunday: worked. 10am- 6pm. hello. excuse miss. i am damn worried for you. reply my msg? carlton club called. going to work there on monday, tuesday, wednesday and thursday. might be tiring. but i love carlton club fuck shit. more than anything. thats it. |
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/ 9:50 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007
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/ 9:06 PM
today is friday. TGIF. met the usuals for breakfast. then went to school earlier then usual as there is an OFA test. OFA test. one hour and a half hours of stress. angie lee was stressed i think. cos the class was so noisy. at the end, she asked the class to shut up. i was like, shut the f*** up la you motherfuker. we took the effort to come earlier for the test and you said that we re not bother. you can go to hell now. after printing out all my works, i realised one sentence on the question paper. "header and footer, arial size 10." all ernie and i said was, "motherfu*ker, jibai, nevermind." errr, then went late for PIE. then the mrs i-dont-know-what was angry. then we had to choose the games we want to play for the telematch. this stupid jay and beam. keep saying soccer and cursing basketballs. you two basketballs, tennisballs, netballs, volleyballs! then the stupid zhiwen and jay say what, err, wrestling. crazy! then say what 69 all. crazy sia this group. then after school. rain! totally spoiled our plan of watching shrek 3. then when the rain subsided abit, we faster walk to bishan. then while walking there, called pet to ask if she wanna meet, if not i going to catch the movie. she said no ar! then after that, when we walked till the ATM, some people dont want to watch, whalao eh. i angry sia. you people good ar. then went going up the escalator, saw THREE MISS CALLS on my phone. all by pet. i was like siao liao. i die! never answer her call. then i call her lor. luckily i haven bought the tickets. she said she could meet now. then i was angry with them for being so indecisive again. so i said okay. so in the end, they catched the 4.15 movie, while i went to meet pet at novena. I AM SORRY PET. I COULDNT RECOGNISE YOU AGAIN! i die sia! cant even recognise my own buddy. how how how how how? slowly la. maybe she changing then i haven adapt yet. =) went vivo, took a bus to somewhere wulu, then took bus home. =) thats the day.
working tml night. zhiyin working 10-6. this stupid juliana. dont know how to ask me. nvm. give and take. let her have it. ganesan will give me MY time slots. miss zhiyin many many. miss mel more. miss yvonne, much much more! ;P |