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/ your love is a lie

anita quek. 190789.


continue pretending

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.


nothing but a lie

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/ 2:30 PM
Thursday, March 27, 2008

if curiousity killed the cat,
then who did jealousy kill?
YOURSELF!



/ 9:32 PM
Tuesday, March 25, 2008

the whole week of work ahead. a lil boring, but i like the way it is. stay it that way will it? serving a few guests that i've seen for the past week or so. remembering their drink, so clearly that they all thought i had superb memories. there were of course good guest and the not-so-good guest. when i say not-so-good guests, it means they are practically people who tend to have more request than other guest. these people are mainly, asians. all right, no offence. there are some not-so-corky asian guest too.

today, this couple, which i have been serving drinks for more than a week, told me that they will be leaving tomorrow morning. there was a tinge of pain there, i dont know why. they have been in singapore for three years or so. they wont be coming back to this hotel in near future, i guess. i dont usually miss guest because almost 80% are regular guests, which means they will come back in a week or two. no point missing. working for the small lil pay. just enough for me to live my life for now.

i'm not missing pet as much as i thought i would. wait, i probably haven really missed her since she left. oops. (:



/ 1:39 PM
Saturday, March 22, 2008

i know this blog is lacking of updates. bu what-to-do, i have no time for updating.

i have been working the whole week and have been feeling damn unhappy because i was working with an unhelpful guy. so what if your position was higher than me? it doesnt mean that you dont need to help right? you left me all alone at the back to settle everything, i din complain. yet you scolded me for things that i din do. i only have one pair of hands. you din bother to help. so dont come scolding me. fucker.

yesterday, finally worked with nana choo. so happy hap hap happy. :] next week's shedule is out. working with that guy again. OMGZ. i have to learn the skill of pretending everything's alright. sigh. i have nothing to say.



/ 10:45 PM
Thursday, March 20, 2008


BYE PET! SEE YOU IN TEN DAYS! :(



/ 3:38 PM
Tuesday, March 18, 2008



HE IS THE NEW BOMB! :]




/ 3:15 PM
Sunday, March 16, 2008




remember this for the rest of your life. remember the days when we hang on together. sit at mos burger doing nothing, taking photos, playing truth or dare. i'll miss a hell lot of you. when you're gone.



/ 9:50 PM
Saturday, March 15, 2008

i think i have forgotten what i wanted to write.

wait.... wait... wait....
wait.... wait... wait....
wait.... wait... wait....


oh ya, i remember.
i hate it when people who usually doesnt care for a specific person.
and then suddenly shed crocodile tears.
ohmygods. please save it for other people man.


and i also hate people who happily like to spread rumours about others.
yeah. yes. i am talking about you! YES YOU!

please la. just admit that you are not close to her,
and get over the fact that she doesnt like you.
stop spreading unwanted rumours.
whats YOUR point?



/ 11:17 AM
Friday, March 14, 2008

it totally sucks to like someone in class.
i mean, its a feeling i wanna throw away,
but at the same time, its not easy.
because i see him everyday.

it was easy to forget elvin and all,
because i dont see them everyday.
anyways, i am gonna try to forget that i like him,
in one month.



/ 9:43 PM
Thursday, March 13, 2008

today is the last day of paper,
which is the day which i was dreading for it to come.
because, today, is giselle's last day.
it was indeed a very sad day.
giselle gave us small little cards she made for the class.
took many many photos with the classmates.
but the most important thing was that,
she took a photo with that beardy guy.
after, he was her eye candy for a year. (:
not like mine, run away after one term. KNN.

when i said: "scar-dy, giselle come back on first day of school..."
i really hoped that it will happen.
if that really happens, everybody will be so happy.
i cant be selfish to ask giselle to stay,
just because i felt if she leave, we are all gonna miss her,
and the class might never be the same anymore.

afterall, its not the same anymore.
many things can happen in a year.
from a very united ISF, to a clique-fied ISF.
everybody is seperated.
WE WERE ONCE UNITED.

shall end here,
getting too emotional.
wrote it at work.



/ 10:10 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008

this is suppose to be a day studying EPL at home.

yet, debra, zhiwen, jay, bam, ashok and i decided to give giselle a surprise.

we were all expecting giselle to cry,

but in the end, she didnt. was a little disappointed.




after the surprise, we went to woodlands to eat Seoul Garden.

it was $15.00 each person. and everyone has to fork out a little more for bam.

the barbecue was fun and full of nonsense.

it was a pity that giselle didnt bring her camera.

it was a day to remember, 'giselle's farewell lunch'.

although it was only a few of us,

but it was just nice and enough.

NO! i am not saying that if other people come, it wouldnt be good.

it would be better if more people could turn up.

but others had to study, unlike us. (:



i left early cos i had to go collect my pay.

it was raining heavily. i had to run in the rain.

no choice. last day to collect pay. :(







if you didnt wanna entertain me,

you didnt have to.



/ 8:30 PM
Tuesday, March 11, 2008

COPYCAT,
CHASE THE RAT,
GO HOME LET YOUR MUMMY SLAP.
MOTHER SAY, GO AND DIE,
FATHER SAY, GO EAT SHIT...
i dont know how to continue the song. woops.

exam week. OMGZ.
monday was bzc.
it was my most confident subject,
yet, letter of adjustment, reports and memo came out.
alams! the first two is what we prayed for NOT coming out,
and it came out! -_-"
tuesday was marketing.
i have totally no hope in that.
i thought i was the worst!
but please. people like jay and giselle left the class within an hour.
this module is like gonna be a damn failure. :(

tomorrow suppose to eat pizza with the rest,
then was changed to seoul garden, still fine.
then suddenly, an hour ago,
all said dont wanna go, left giselle, raymond and i.
please la. its giselle's farewell party.
and only 3 people are going.
i'm so upset and frustrated.



/ 2:25 PM
Sunday, March 09, 2008

this whole week was spent in school and work.
and an occassional meeting of pet.
working everyday, was indeed very tiring.
but working with nana choo was fun.
many things can happen within a week.
china man created a joke, because he cant speak english.
can i have a can of cork please. HAHAHA.
i wanted to laugh in front of the guest,
but i cant, so i hold until i turned my back against him.
and i started laughing non-stop. (:
other things happened. i cannot remember at all.
maybe i have been too busy.
exams are next week.
oh, the good news.
my appeal got through.
whatever man. its not really a good news,
when i knew shawal got through the appeal too.
sorry, i'm jealous.



/ 2:15 PM

i dont know why i was so mean last night,
maybe i was too tired or something.
i saw this cannot-make-it-bung and her girlfriend at the bus stop.
okay, i just hate people cutting my queue when boarding the bus,
afterall, i waited for the damn bus for 20 minutes,
while they waited only for 5-10 minutes.
they just happily stood in front of me when i was boarding the bus,
and i was like fuck off la. you cannot make it man.
then the girlfriend sat in front of me while the bung was standing just beside her.
why i say she cannot make it,
have you seen a bung would is short and fat with a bulging tummy?
i was just giving her a fucking disgusted face on the whole bus ride,
till both of them decided to move out of my view.
i know i'm very rude and all, but you know...