school today was fun la. mwahahaha. deBRA birthday. planned a surprise for her. hmmm, first period was OFA. i think i am starting to hate mrs lee to the f***ing core. she is so irritating la. talk like some auntie, and take her time somemore. then recess time, zhiwen, jay, von and i chiong all the way to bishan to get deBRA's cake. went to the bra shop first, then were clueless when we were there cos we dont know her size. somemore, i have never walked into a bra shop before. they ask me this and that, and i dont know how to answer. f***! embarrassing. then bought the cake. chocolate fudge! my favourite. we decided not to smash the cake in deBRA face since its a nice cake. then chiong back to school, prepared everything. deBRA was shock. luckily she never cry. they four of us chiong to buy food as we are famished. we ate abit of the cake. then tps. ash had no choice but to wear the bra cos we forced him to. damn retarded la. then BZF, isk's group roleplay. then tps again! damn hot, cannot sleep! argh! after school, went to the study area to play the king and i. obviously we will sabo ms deBRA. she very innocent. she really thought she very lucky to get chosen all the time. haha. then, played till damn hyper till a teacher had to come and scold us. played till 2.45. then had to leave as i was meeting pet and the others were meeting their gfs.

chiong to vivo cos i know i was going to be late. as expected, pet arrived earlier cos i asked her to be early. thanks pet for waiting for me today and thanks for coming early. =) met jessie. forgot her name for a moment. she was angry la the... met pet, went to shop. black or white? black or white. hmm, white with black bra. hehe. ;P sexy sia. then walked around vivo, walked walked walked. soon, we seperated cos she had to deliver. i went home. =)

sunday is supposed to be a rest day for me. but, had to wake up early in the morning to do project. i woke up at 8. waited for jay, giselle, debra, aizhen and ash. but in the end, they came at 10. to be honest, i was bloody pissed. nehhminds. anyways, met them at the busstop, they came over to my house, then did project. did one rehearsal, but ash had to leave halfway, so we din really have an actual rehearsal. then we practiced and practiced till almost perfect before they left. it was around 6 that they left. that was my day. staying at home to do my project. tired till almost dropped dead. somemore so hot. the hotter it is, the more pissed it gets. and everybody was tired after that. i hope everybody remember their scripts well.

guess what! i found the song that i have been finding it for nearly a year. i am damn happy that i found it. i like the lyrics. like totally. if only.

ANOTHER YOU

So many times I was alone I couldn't sleep
You left me drowning in the tears of memory
And ever since you've gone, I found it hard to breathe
Cause there was so much that your heart just couldn't see
A thousand wasted dreams rolling off my eyes
But time's been healing me and I say goodbye

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

Could you imagine someone else is by my side
I've been afraid he couldn't keep myself from falling
My heart was always searching for a place to hide
Could not await the dawn to bring another day
Your not the only one so hear me when I say
The thoughts of you that just fade away

Cause I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

Sometimes I see you when I close my eyes
You're still apart of my life

But I can breathe again, dream again
I'll be on the road again
Like it used to be the other day
Now I feel free again, so innocent
Cause someone makes me whole again for sure
I'll find another you

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY MUM!

well, the truth is.. i wanted to write about how much i hated my mum, about her biasness and bla bla bla.

but, after reading ms debra's blog,i was touched. so, yupp. happy mothers' day. thank you for your biasness, if not, i would not have learnt to grow up so fast. thank you for being mean to me, if not i wouldnt have known that friends are actually very important. thank you for giving birth to me and making me feel so unloved. thank you for this and that. haha. too many la. you have caused great damage in my life.

what can i do? love you as much as you hate me? well, i tolerated everyday. going home everyday is an extreme torture to me. to have a mum like you. nothing to say. everybodies mothers' day is so happy and glad. what is mine? filled with misery.

ice cream boys came today. totally irritated the f*** out of me. in the end, i had to use angie lee's tactic. show them my face. irritating! i dont hate salesman, i hate salesboys.

okay! i am going to try this again. i hope nothing corks up this time. well, here it goes.

school was a total waste of time today. because, for the first period, mrs lee wasnt able to find the key for the computer room, so we had to go to the student hub to slack for a total of one hour and fifteen minutes. then, was tps, but that mrs yeo din come again. so mrs lee took over her time, so we had OFA. if this mrs yeo is not going to come soon, our class's desires of getting a GPA 4 seems to be getting too far already. =(

anyways, while waiting for OFA to start, we all saw debra's eye candy, then followed by my eye candy, jonathan, and then followed by other eye candy, bunk lady. =) school was just like that lor. mandy asked me to follow her to the page one photography exhibition. so i agreed cos i din have anything on after school at that point of time. but at around 12 plus, pet messaged me to ask if i wanna meet. she was upset over the past few days. because of... so i agreed. SORRY MANDY TO PANGSEH YOU. but pet is more important. ;P so after school, ISF went to J8's food junction and the rest bought a small piece of cake for SHAWAL THE BIRTHDAY BOY! according to them, shawal FED veron. haha. so sweet right? hehe. =)

then, met pet, went to town, saw sherry at far east, walked to heeren, saw my bunklady, pet gave chase.... walked to cine. and i dont know why but both of them seemed so super happy to see URM. haha. okay. then went in and both tried a M size fiiting ms i-dont-know-what shirt. ladies wear. well, sherry yeo was being retarded, she din wanna wear it out for me to see. pet wore it out. haha. nice nice. but she din get it at the end of the day. =( if she wear it on the 23th, i think it would be good. hehe. then sherry saw debbie and left with her. so the clueless two of us had no idea where to go. hmmm, go pet's house to sleep? go vivo? or? or? or? or? alamak, so many ors.

in the end, i decided we should go vivo. since pet's mum was there. vivo was cold for pet, cos she wore sleeveless. stupid girl, never bring jacket. sigh. then, we went to the rooftop to see the kids play water and read a book. mandy and the rest were also at vivo, for the page one exhibition. so i asked them to come up to say hi. yeah, they did. they came up from the opposite, so i had to waved to them from the opposite to get their attention. so they introduced themseelves one by one. and they left, then we sat for awhile more.

pet's mum finished work. its time to go home, all good things come to an end. =( pet left to meet her mum, i din wanna go home so early, so i went to meet the rest at ben and jerry's. ice cream. =) ISF was full of praises of pet. some say pretty some say cool. and when i told her, she say i bluff her. MS PETRINA SI! SINCE WHEN HAVE I EVER LIED TO YOU? =( haha. but it did make her happy afterall. my main purpose was to make her happy.

I TYPE SO LONG THEN COCK UP! WHAT THE HELL! GIVE UP! =(

today, school was a flow. before school, met both my loves for breakfast. it was good seeing both of them. then walked to school with the rest. hehe. during recess, said sorry to rachel. not sure if she accepted it. but, like what others say, at least i have done my part. =) had a self-esteem talk during BZF lesson! yes! can cao from bzf! stupid bzf! boring like fuck. then, was TPS. cher din turn up, so we were let off early. yeah!

then, was suppose to meet pet. but she was having lunch with her beloved mum, so i din wanna go and disturb. i stayed with the rest and ate and then left to meet her. met her at macs and harbourfront at 2.45? then, took her dad's car back to her place. and then,........ both of us just fell onto the bed and slept and slept and slept. zzzzz. i swear her bed is damn comfortable. :D at around 6, we left the house. she went to meet her friend, i went home. went to see the doctor. its infection. oohh. so sad. my mum told me to asked the doctor if he could charge cheaper. omg! guess what he said. 'this is a private clinic. you want cheap ones, go to polyclinics. they charge $8 for consultation and i dont know how much for medicine. the only thing is that you have to wait for three hours to see a doctor.' hello, motherfucker, dont think you are a doctor then you very good hor. please ar. i can always go for better ones. you are not exactly good you know. always give me stupid medicines and then at the end of the day, i have to go and see another doctor again. mind your words man. don see me small small short short, i can sue you okay? haha. eh, sounds familiar?! how i wish it was the handsome doctor yesterday. =(

thats how my day ended. what a wonderful day. :D

testing testing. haha. i wrote something on the forum on our class discussion board. well, i wrote it to debra, zhiwen ah gong and of course rachel. i think mandy should go write it too. whatever she said in her blog is exactly what i wanted to say. yeah mandy! =) nothing much to blog though. hehe. have a nice day guys. :D