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/ 9:50 PM
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
test today. consperm fail.
after school. suppose to meet pet. but she was still sleeping. so went to school, accompanied nat to taka to get her markers and stuff for her art. pet woke up. met her. went back to school for awhile. went for dinner, went home. i choose to delete whatever miko said to me today. because i felt that its just trust that i needed in this friendship of mine. i cant just let rumours taurish the friendship i built and has been holding on since the past one year plus. ps: smiling makes you look pretty. so smile more babe. i hate to see your tears. i hate people who tries their luck to hurt you. please wear power ranger boxers to protect yourself from all harm. no power ranger boxers? nevermind, i will get you an extra pair when i go get it with power ranger. GO GO POWER RANGER! :D power ranger cheat my feelings lor. he pangseh me for thursday. so i am free on thursday babe. if you are free, just msg me. :D |
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/ 11:04 PM
Monday, July 30, 2007
just completed writing a letter to him.
i swear this hurts like fuck. |
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/ 11:50 PM
Sunday, July 29, 2007
290707. sunday.
woke up in the noon. took an at least 2 hour ride to holland village. on the way, called and called pet. finally, she woke up. but she was the earliest. and she said i am consperm the latest. sigh. in the end, mark was the latest lor. mwahahahaha. mark did excel. but he din teach me. but its okay. his face is how funny la. nice company. nice afternoon. :D took a bus ride with pet. talked alot. it seemed long. i dont know why. it just felt like we haven talked this way for ages. sigh. i feel damn fucked up. by him. |
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/ 10:00 PM
Saturday, July 28, 2007
280707. saturday.
SUPPOSED TO: meet pet in the morning at 7.30am. then go republic poly to watch her play her final game of netball. after that, go shopping. BUT! sigh. not enough people to play. so game was cancelled. IN THE END: met pet at 2.30pm. went to eat prata. went to nat's house to give her surprise. walked very far. finally reached her house. phew. there was a shortcut. but ms petrina si doesnt wanna believe me. so we went ONE BIG ROUND. it was a surprise, so nat din know we were here. we waited and waited for half an hour, but she remained in her bedroom, sleeping like a pig. aiyoyo. so we left her a note. and went to chomp chomp. then we ordered one BIG glass of sugarcane. sat there and stone. finally, fido woke up. but guess what. pet and i waited for him till we almost died la. 30 minutes. at least. then we sat there, talk cock abit. FIN NO LEE! fido came. aiyoyo. nat gave us a surprise this time. she came! omg! so happy to see her! hahahaha. then we slack for awhile, before going home. fun day. :D i am feeling damn affected when i am alone here. its not easy to forget him. but i will learn to. |
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/ 10:00 PM
Friday, July 27, 2007
friday. 270707.
school for today was just PIE. playing games and everything. but early in the morning, there was TPS. ms ema was quite angry cos this morning, very little people came for TPS. at 10am. was the start of the games thing thing with ISP. unfortunately, it started to rain. all the guys who were geared up for the soccer game, were all disappointed. it din look like it was going to rain during TPS. but the lightning, heavy rain all came while we were changing. how suay was that? sigh. so the other alternatives were to play 'boring' games. the first game was 'husband and wife'. hahaha. ningxin and partner ran till damn funny la. she ran in very small rounds. then we laughed and laughed. the next game was 'blow wind blow'. okay only la. then played captain's ball and bla bla bla. aiyo. so boring. dont feel like writing about school. sigh. shawal wasnt himself today. i dont know why. thank you aizhen for confronting you-know-who. no one is class can be trusted. thats all i can say. fuck it. after school. nat, manda and melissa came over to bishan. veron joined me. and we went to thai express for lunch. damn spicy la. my throat will become like pet's. pet joined us after that. haven seen her for many many days. we talked quite abit. went back to school. for less than 5 mins. i swear pet and i were like thief la. peeking and hiding. ahahhaha. then went to the doctor. took a bus home. both of us were damn retarded. we have been laughing all the way. and loudly too. we are the most retarded best friends ever. :D we were like camwhore. taking pictures along the 73 ride. fun fun fun fun fun! thanks pet. for making me, happier. nice seeing you today! :D ps: i din know until you told me. sigh. let me emo abit. |
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/ 10:57 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
woke up in the early. called pet. talked to her for awhile. one hour plus i think. dragged myself to school, thinking that there was a BZF test today. in the end, when i board the bus, mas told me today is mock test. tomorrow is actual test. wha. i totally wanted to kill myself. what is the point for going to school today. i was how sick please. go school, first person i saw. jojo. aiyoyo. how handsome he looked in that black jacket of his. whooo. kinda teased by zhiwen and jay. as usual. as first it was okay. until, when shawal came, it got worse. i am sorry aizhen. i know you hate me now. but i hope you understand my reason for telling them.
sometimes, when i get bullied. i will suddenly think of pet, sam and yuva. like how i realised that, there is no longer someone to protect me in school. no longer anyone to do crappy things with me. no one to laugh that retarded things with me. no one to draw ugly pictures with me. i am actually starting to hate life in ITE. i miss pet. i miss sam ang. i miss yuva. everything wont be the same. i want my same company. i want to go to school, and be able to see three of them. am i happier? no i am not. cos I MISS YOU! pps: people who cant stop irritating me. STOP IT! |
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/ 9:20 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
monday.
sigh. food poisoning. slept throughout the whole day. back aching seh. thats all. sad right? :D tuesday. was so sick when i got up to read mas's msg. worse still, no voice to answer jamie's call. got up to meet pet and toa payoh. ate happy meal hotcakes breakfast. only ate one piece and i almost died. then slack at macs for awhile. went to town to get some stuffs. went back to tpc to look at phones. went back to school. accompanied nat for a while. went home to rest. tired. studied for BZF. i am so dead. thats all. so unexciting. =( |
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/ 11:12 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
at 12am today, i was still all geared up and excited to go to hougang stadium to cheer for power ranger. as i was thinking of sitting in the midst of the crowd, and in the middle of the race, i would shout, GO GO POWER RANGER! and also, excited about going to cafe de'mar in the same evening, to matchmake marcus and aries. BUT!
i woke up at 7am in the morning, puked everything i had for yesterday's lunch, woke up in the afternoon, vomited yesterday's dinner. that wasnt bad enough. i felt like fainting very minute i stood up. i felt so bad, for not being able to make it to power ranger's athletic event. moreover, he was upset and telling me how this fucking girl cheated his feelings. I AM REALLY SORRY POWER RANGER! i know you are angry with me. forgive me please. i still wanna go buy power ranger boxers with you. i still wanna wear the same boxers to club with you. we were supposed to be like a couple, remember. please forgive me. =( pet and i din make it for the matchmaking thing, cos we were both down with food poisoning. i think its the laksa we ate yesterday, at queensway. i am never ever going to eat laksa anymore. but this sickness, earned me TWO days MC. mwahahahahaha. this stupid girl say i love sick all la please. just bacause i din get to see chef over the weekend. i am cool and fine oh kay? okay la. i admit i kinda miss him. |
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/ 9:30 PM
Saturday, July 21, 2007
hate my mother. totally.
woke up early in the morning. at 10am. fucking irritated. imagine yourself waking up and your mother nagged at you from 10am to 2pm? f***ing irritating lor. felt like punching her. felt like running away from home. sigh. met pet and aunty at far east at 2pm. this retarded friend of mine, was so clever, that she told her mum to drive to town, on a saturday afternoon. hahahaha. :D ate chicken rice. went in search for fido's present. omg! i hope he doesnt know my blog add. its too long anyway. hahaha. pet and aunty wei bought me a wallet. this stupid girl, wanna give me surprise, but she kinda failed. cos i knew it, right when she told me, 'anita, wait. i need to tell my mum something. you stand here and wait for awhile.' when she said she need to buy her cousin present all. alamak. hello. i am clever de lor. mwahahahaha. :D after that, went to queensway to do some things. ate laksa for dinner. so spicy lor. bleahs. went home. ps. thanks for making me happier today. you asked me a question. if you were to die in 1 hour, what would i say to you. i would say,' i love you. you are my best friend. from now till forever. :)' |
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/ 11:00 PM
Friday, July 20, 2007
200707.
mummy's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM. sorry to make you angry today. but too bad. one for one. you made me fed up yesterday. hahhaha. so we are quits now. went to school in the morning. school was good. alot of people were not here. cos of yesterday's thing. so, school was apparantly, very quiet. after school. called pet. she said meet at 2pm. so i went to student hub with ash's tps group, and slept for awhile. i reached bishan at 2pm sharp. called pet. she din answer. found out that aunty was also looking for her. aiyo. this girl ar. forever going missing one lor. waited for her till 2.45pm? got a little angry, so i went off. but, i can never be angry with my queen for more than an hour. thats my weakness. dont laugh. reached home. slept. did household chores. woke up. pet msged if wanna have dinner. met her for dinner. with aunty and uncle. went to print some photos. aunty drove me home. pet came up and sat around for awhile. she was damn cute la. kenna stucked in the lift. what to do? my best friend leh. :D thats my day. tiring. going to bed now. dont know what to say anymore. goodnight. hope i din miss out anything. :D |
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/ 8:44 PM
Thursday, July 19, 2007
the following are from the most important to the, err, not so important. so if you are number one! you are the most most most important lor. :D
thank you:
all in all. i really appreciate what everybody has done for me. :D |
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/ 8:14 PM
came back. went to meet tianmimi in school. was early, so had to wait for her. around 2.15pm, jingjing came down, talked to me. was upset. i really hope i din hear what she said. had lunch. was suppose to meet pet at cityhall at 4.00pm sharp. but this girl....... sigh. always late. aiyo what to do? she's my queen. so nat and i went around citylink. for one hour? marina square to get nat's BIG clips? i swear the clips were superb big. then went to citylink to sit down. i was quite disturbed because i din sleep last night. drinking does not mean it was bring me to sleep. everytime i drink, i have all the bloody hell sleepless nights. then, nat msged pet to say meet at carlton. so we walked there. halfway there, pet said she not coming. then i was like, okay lor. actually, auntie bojoh lobang when i was talking to her in school. so i kinda knew what was going to happen. BUT! the biggest surprise was, i din expect to see chef. i was like huh?! omg! what are you doing here. damn complicated to explain. must say face to face. you wanna know? come ask me. i will be more than willing to tell you. :D
what irritated me and totally made me wanna cry was, i couldnt even cut and eat my cake peacefully in carlton. just like what fido said. how come people who works at carlton cannot eat here? aiyo. i dont know la. totally spoiled my mood, cos wanted to share the cake with chef. went to the place at chijmes to finish up the cake. pet told me her confession that i have been wanting to hear it since last week? her confession was that she has been msging elvin to plan the surprise. i was stunned when she told me that, elvin was the one who paid for the cake. and better still, he wanted to bake the cake himself, but the pastry din allow him to use the oven. i was so happy! but afterall, he doesnt like me. friends? it would be better if we remain as friends. give me some time to turn back my body clock. after that, we seperated. nat and i trained down to tpc. took at bus home. all in all. it was a happy day. happy birthday 20 boxes. :D for your info, fido calls me 20 boxes. hahahaha. weirdo. |
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/ 12:07 PM
18th july 2007.
pet's birthday. went to school. was early. teacher was superb late. so what if its raining man? after school, chionged all the way home. changed into my clubbing gear. flew to pet's house. halfway there, pet changed the time. errrr. then went to uncle's place to sit sit for a while. about 7.30, took a cab down to some place to pick pet up. went to her place. she changed. went for dinner at coffee club in holland. wha. something happened while getting the bill. then went straight down to zouk. almost got bounced by the bouncer. cos i am only 18 after twelve. banana lor. lucky pet's dad helped me. so i was his daughter for a few hours. cant drink till after twelve. whooo. met a few of pet's friends.anyways, still had mocktail. after that, went to get charmaine. got her to memorise angie's ic. everything was good and perfect. bouncer din suspect anything. afterall, angie and charmain look abit the same. after that, someone cried cos she was disappointed? upset? mixed? then someone she wanted to see came. dada. she smiled like she never smiled before. i am happy for her. then went to dance. dance past twelve midnight. 19th july 2007. finally 18 years old. yes! cigerattes? NO! can drink can this can that. mwahahahaha. marcus bought me a drink. we shared cos it was a jug. then, we went to dance with pet's godsis and aunty's collegues. so cute lor all of them. ahahahaha. fun company. her godsis bought me a drink. bailey. one shot. blah. no nice. but must give face what. finish drinking it. then went to dance. 1.30am. had to leave. dad came to fetch me. wasnt able to wait for aunty's drink. sorry aunty. =( wasnt drank. aiyo. like that also drunk? i die already lor. hahahaha. thats for the clubbing thing. gonna leave the house soon. meeting tianmimi to get her dad's cake. pet is not answering my call. this banana. bluff me de lor. anyways, update the rest of my birthday later. :D |
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/ 11:22 AM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
better blog when i am happy! :D
i am happy now. but i miss him. its okay. =S |
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/ 6:18 AM
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
went to school. jeammie kinda irritated me during asembly, but it was okay. because, she was just showing her concern. after that, OFA. isk totally made me happier, through his stupid jokes. yumiko was another one. she and her errr, i forgot the word that she said. but it was a good OFA lesson. i really missed yumiko. :D after that, recess. jay, shawal and zhiwen bullied me! kept calling me brother all. but its okay la. at least they made me forget things for some time. BZF. so boring. slept. TPS. ms emma is really a good teacher. her teaching make sense. and i understand. but i think to me, norani had made an impact in teaching TPS. so no one can be compatible to her. sorry ms emma.woke up with a emo face. wasnt feeling too good. after hearing the truth about some things last night. afterall, the truth hurts. its either you can take it, or you breakdown. breaking down is not the word for me. i dont cry easily. maybe, i just dont cry in front of people easily. i remembered the last time i totally broke down, was during krunk. but that was a sad period. now, i am in a happy mood. yea right. after school, chionged all the way down to bishan mrt to meet pet. took a cab to school. gave nat a surprise. it was a success. after hat. pet went out for lunch. while she was out, nat and i planned for her surprise. we laid all her present at another table. pet was surprise. at least she was happy. played bball with pet, seb chew, ray and uncle meng. so funny la everybody. one box one box. one lollipop. 20 boxes all. aiyoyo. still in primary school ar? hahaha. :D after that, at around 7, pet went to bathe. accompanied her. then came home. was so tired that i fell asleep on the bus. perhaps, perhaps, perhaps. two wants that i dont think i can get it.
well. nvm. at least i have PET :D and charmaine. better than nothing. i believe its karma. haha. what do you think. not excited about my birthday. not at all. i am sorry. too many things happened. difficult to handle.
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/ 10:23 PM
Monday, July 16, 2007
monday.
din go to school. was sick. met pet in the morning. went fot breakfast. she was shopping. i was abit down. she cheered me up. i think both of us are seriously damn retarded. alamak. she bought alot of things. went back to school. nat is so excited? no she doesnt seem to be. then went to carlton to collect pay. today elvin was late for work. yet he still came down for a smoke. then then then then then. waited for the rain to stop. went home early today. seriously damn tired. tml will be a hectic day for pet and i. i swear. aiyoyo. :D i am seriously damn upset that no one is coming on wednesday. not even sam ang. neither is ISF. to think that i was happily inviting them, thinking that they might come. yet, all say go school. okay then. think i might just spent my another year of birthday just like that. 18th birthday? so what? whatever. it doesnt make a difference. |
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/ 10:12 PM
friday.
met pet after school. school ended abit late. chionged all the way to meet her. forgot what we did. friday's work was so fun. pris and i stayed till 11pm. just to accompany anna because it was friday the 13th. thats all i can remember about friday. short term memory. saturday. met pet before work. went to take a look at the cake that we were getting for nat. where pet became elvin's vip. so funny lor. three of us stood in front of the pastry glass display thing, thinking of the cake we should buy. after that, went to the hiding place. pet and elvin smoked. and i went to changed. took picture with our uniform. ahaha. this chef is so embarrassed with his uniform. mwahahaha. after that, went for work. forgot what happened. but work was fun. hehe. going down to see him, is always something that i look forward to when i work. after work. went to meet pet at cityhall. was suppose to go for a drink with chef after work. but we waited for quite some time before he came out. then we went to 7-11 to grab a drink, afterwhich, i went home. i was happy la. i sent a lot of smle to pet. i really wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to pet. :D she knows why. hehe. sunday. went to work at 4pm. before that, went to get my birthday dress with my grandma. was happy with the things bought. i rushed all the way to work. was hungry. so msged chef. he cooked something for me. dry chicken wings. hahaha. he is really damn cute la. thats why i like him. hehe. was quite upset when i heard chef ah thong that he went around telling people that i waited for a friend. it was weird because i was tired. i was dao to him. i am sorry chef. i was really damn tired. told pet what happened during work. she consoled me. i was really happy that she helped me. at least i know whatever she did was to protect me. i think the number of thank you that i say to her is seriously not enough. :D |
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/ 10:49 PM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
 whats left of my memories.today is wednesday. what an exciting day. have been waiting for this day to come. for the past one week. :D went to school to show my face in the morning. was almost late. raining! reached school at 10.30am. lesson haven even started. at 12pm, took the school approved leave form. met pet at 1pm. went to eat MOS burger. she ate, i stared. then went back to school. with a motive. to see nat. stayed in school for awhile. till 3 plus, then left to meet chef. we were a little late. but chef was very late lor. he came at 4.30pm. he is the first guy i waited. i swear. then he came. i kinda saw light. oops. then we went to get lollipops. cos he was late, so he had to buy us. mwahahaha. then we walked to cine to book movie tickets. we walked harry potter. whoo. was late lor. that two idiot la. go smoke smoke smoke. aiyoyo. the movie was abit err. beacuse, it was kinda confusing. i totally hate the pink lady la. she was sucha bitch. chef and i totally wanted to stand up and slap her la. omg. GREAT MIND THINKS ALIKE. somewhere during the movie, we said the same thing. exact same words. omg! copycat me! :D but i like. after the movie, we were like, hmm. where should we go. then we oh beh zom. haha. in the end, we decided to walk to esplanade to blow wind. aiyo. so romantic. when we walked to centrepoint, elvin went to but the 60 cents ice cream. pet met her friend outside macs. so elvin and i walked in front. and pet and her friend walked behind. then, she had taken that photo and edited it. i like it. but while talking to chef, i kinda indirectly thinks that he likes pris hunnybunny. but its okay. just when we reached carlton, we decided a change of plans. we went to tcc at bugis. sat there and chat for an hour. there was a gay waiter. we took pictures together. at around ten. we left. pet went to cityhall, elvin and i went to the busstop. while crossing the road, he said. 'eh, why your friend so cute and you are not?' whalao eh. thanks ar. then i asked him, 'so do you think she is pretty?' he said, yea. pretty until two packets of tissue also not enough for me to use. hahha. okay! i am not jealous if he really likes pet. i will not. why would i? :D |
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/ 9:24 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
hmm hmm hmm. today is tuesday. went to school. dad was nice to fetch me to school. shoulder pain all. ouch. then OFA. mrs lee din come today. what the hell. she really think she is still on holiday ar. but the bad luck was that mrs heng came into class and talked alot of rubbish. hate her lor. another angie lee. faker. then after that, recess. i swear this shu wen is so cute. her jokes are like so good. so funny. then after that, kena suaned again. aiyoyo. I AM CHAOTA. MY NEW NAME IS BA KUA. seriously what. yesterday no sun. bleahs. saw the new TPS teacher. her teaching is not that good, but better than Olinder. IDIOT. but this new teacher keeps insulting and threatening our class. and keep comparing us with ISG. what the f***. class ended earlier. at one. good.
met pet at bishan. went back to school. stayed there for the rest of the day. played bball with some new PE teachers. one of them look like elvin. what the hell. argh. stayed till late. pepsi is pet si's new name. hahaha. so funny lor. laugh until i wanna peng. might be meeting him tml. most probably see him after 4. since he requested. argh! he is so damn cute la. army spelt as amry. its okay if i dont see him tml. seriously. its okay. i miss you chef. i bet you din. i am looking forward to tml. you? at least you msged me to ask. first time you msged me first. :D |
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/ 10:50 PM
Monday, July 09, 2007
today is monday. school reopened. omg. i so din go to school. was so scared that angie lee was call my house. in the end, she din even come to school. maybe she thinks that it is still holiday. just like me. hmmm. at twelve am in the morning, chef e msged me, and say he cant make it for the sentosa trip. but he can come meet me on wednesday afternoon. okay, i swear i was so damn happy la. then i told him i was going to sleep. his reply was so damn cute. he said, night night, sleep well. so cute right? of course la. he is my evian leh. :D
woke up early in the morning. excited for the tanning excursion with pet. but was aching all over. because of yesterday sun burning. hmmm. then went to tann still. but then, there was no sun. sun sun, where did you go. pet missed you. hahaha. then went to sakae at sentosa. no buffet lunch. awww. so decided to go to the one at vivo. as we board the monorail. pet's friend called. it wanted to give her a surprise. oh no. damn kan jiong. so we went back. then we walked damn far back to its car. hahaha. then, when we reached vivo, we found out that there was no buffet lunch too. oh no. no choice. cravings. then after that, we wanted to go to holland to chill. but on the way there, pet received a call and she realised that she has a test today. and she forgot. omg. pet, just like it said. please go get an organsier to joint down all your important dates and test. luckily it was there, if not how? the 20% you dont want already? hahah. waited for her at some dark dark place. for 1hour30mins. it seemed like forever. but nvm. she is my buddy what. like that is considered good already. i remember ar, last year, somebody made me wait for her for 5 hours. hmmm. i wonder who it was. after the test. we went to walas to chill. din get to see marc. its okay la. not the main point. after that, went to meet pet's mum for dinner. went to eat dinner at i dont know where. pizza was SALTY neh. xian si le. nice weather, nice sunset. saw a guy that looked like bernard chan. made fun of bernard chan and his fat tummy. ops. went home. fun day. thanks pet. tomorrow i confirm going to school. confirm. :D hope no changes in time table. chef chef chef. i miss you. |
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/ 8:40 PM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
today is sentosa day. ash birthday. birthday boy was late. haha. but its okay. jay, aizhen and i waited for him. while waiting for him, mandy was jealous cos she read my blog. i am not suppose to say buddy's name today, as promised. i am sorry buddy. hmmm. then came shawal and von arrive. we set off to sentosa. but before that. we had to buy the card to go in. ash and i pressed the child card. hahaha. we supposed to buy the adult card, but we bought the child card. cos we are still children at heart. chey. hahaha. then we took a monorail to beach station. jay said one sentence that made us burst out laughing. he said, why is the monorail so slow. hahaha. we laughed till we almost fainted. then we went for a tann. tann for 5 hours plus. von was thrown down into the water. then was me. eh please la. fourth day today leh. but it was good. the only person who din go into the water today was mandy. then, we had a few 'lobster' swim. haha. then von, ash, shawal and aizhen almost drown. cos they went to the very deep water. then we played ball awhile. then after that, i galloped on ash. he is the horse. haha. von and i had a great time trying to climb onto ash. then after that. we made the last lobster swim before we went to bathe. this time, it was only ash, aizhen and i. whalao please lor. i really almost drown. it reminded me of last time, when i almost drown cos i cant swim. but the drowning process was so funny. guess what happened. ash swam and went too deep. then i cant find the sand. then i panick, i scared. then after that, i learnt to relax. so they went deeper. shit seh. then we decided to detour back to the more shallow water. while ash was about to go, he panick also. he kept falling into the water. and he keep saying, 'nevermind, i can hold onto the ball. i am holding on to the ball.' but you know what's the best thing. we thought he was joking. so aizhen and i laughed and laughed and laughed. but then aizhen felt something amissed. then she swam away. then she panicked. she fell into the water. then i pulled her up. but i fell into the water. i was so scared. i quickly grabbed ash's arm. then i pleaded ash to swim back. i was damn scared. but the best of the best was, there was a couple near us when we were shouting for help. but they din help us. whalao eh. but i understand la. cos at time, we were laughing and laughing. then after that, we were saved on shore. i was really damn scared la. omg. but tanning was good. i had a nice tann. mandy's one is the nicest. whooo. then went back to vivo. went home. now my body damn pain leh.
ps: ash, i hope you have a nice day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOY. |
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/ 6:48 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
friday night.
work was normal. pris came late. she was angry with me, cos i told her the wrong time. sorry pris. dont be angry. i treat you to lunch next time k? i will. hmmm. then after that. i was just feeling upset. i dont know why. so dont ask me why. maybe just a feeling that something bad is going to happen. today is saturday. and yes. the something bad happened. it was something that i heard in the noon, when i woke up. guess what i heard. someone said that pet dont like me. my first reaction was what? what the f***? hello. my heart sunk. then i msged pet. she scolded me la duh. then everything was okay. it actually only takes one or two sentence for some nuisance person to spoil one friendship. but it din spoil pet's and i. it wont. that person who said it, obviously said that to spoil our friendship. please. what are you trying to do? snatch pet away from me? as pet said. you can wait long long. i think the person wait till next life, also dont deserve a chance. you can continue to try whatever f*** method to spoil our friendship. i dont give a damn, cos guess what. it wont succeed. its not funny. you can totally f*** out of my life now. seriously! F*** OUT OF MY LIFE! you are living in your own world of imagination. what the hell. i am not feeling very happy after what happened. not very happy. i really hope that you wont disturb my life anymore. talk about happier stuff. hmmm. pet is damn retarded. she called me and she said that i sound like beating her up. please lor. i told her, i will lose if i beat her up. hahaha. tomorrow right. i am going to sentosa to tann. :D tanning leh. something that i have always wanted for the past three weeks. and wala. hehe. sentosa! here i come. i miss you chef. |
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/ 2:36 PM
Friday, July 06, 2007
A Better Man
chef e. this is for you. Until the oceans all run dry Until the stars fall from the sky Even if words dont seem to rhyme I'll be addicted to your smile And if the wind blows out the sun I'll still believe you are the one No matter what we're going through I'll plan to spend my nights with you I promise you my heart wont fade I swear to you my soul always It isnt hard to understand You're making me a better man Baby my love will say it all I'll always catch you when you fall And if the hard times get too much I'll still be craving for your touch I promise you my heart wont fade I swear to you my soul always It isnt hard to understand You're making me a better man I dedicate my world I dedicate my all For every moment Your leaving me breathless I dedicate my touch Forevers not enough I wanna hold on I just wanna hold on to you I promise you my heart wont fade I swear to you my soul always It isnt hard to understand You're making me a better man It isnt hard to understand, your making me a better man |
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/ 2:30 PM
continuation.
tuesday. actually i kinda forgot what happened. hmm. let me think. oh oh. now i remember. in the morning, met jay and aizhen. ningxin the pussy, and shuwen was late. until the time i left, they were not even there yet. see la, i miss them so much, yet they do this to me. but nvm. i did the project with jay and aizhen. was fun. i interviewed the angmohs. they were friendly. please ar. i really think that angmohs are very friendly. not like asian. when i told they interview them for a project, they were like no, no, no. its okay. f*** you la. you really think i wanna talk to you ar. idiot. nvm. calm down. then walked very far to this old shop. omg. the things that the shop has is like so nice la. we were amazed to see old newspapers. very old ones, those from world war periods. hmmm. :D then went to this temple. quite cool. then had to rush down to meet pet, cos having lunch with her mum. cant be late right, so rude. then reached vivo at around 12.30pm. then went to eat lunch at hawker centre. wha. i swear it was damn hot. whoo. i wished that singapore was snowing at that time. then went to the rooftop to slack. i think the rooftop very shiok. its like so windy and everything. :D then it rained abit. just a little bit. went to pet's mum's office. met some of auntie's collegues. oohh. they are fun people. will be seeing them on the 18th. i saw him today. had a tiff. but after that, it was okay. :B wednesday. okay. i remember now. i think i am suffering from some short term memory. cant really remember what happened this week. the images are fading away. i think i am dying. okay, let me recall. 5 mins later. hmm. met pet at far east busstop. then, we went to centrepoint macs for breakfast. our purpose of going there is to see the handsome eye candy. but unfortunately. he seemed to have disappeared. we havent seen him for the past two times. then after that, we went to school? i guess. i am not sure. my memory is really failing me. i swear it is. then i went to visit nat. pet went to take the balls. then after that, we went back to her place to put the balls. then we slack. then was late for work. supposed to work at 5, then changed to 6, then reached at 6.20. omg. how late was that? but i was quite shocked to hear what jingjing said when i was in school. i dont know if i should believe her, but i think the person she is talking about really has split personality. i think that person is the one who cannot differentiate reality from dreams. please lor. really scared of her sometimes. ewww. then, went to work all. li hua irritated me, as always. but its okay. i must not be affected. thursday. met pet at 3pm. she was late again. say she will wait for me this time. in the end, i also wait for her. always bluff me de lor. =/ then, went to take mc with her. then, she went to collect pay with me. then i treat her mos, cos i received some small tips. and i promised i will treat her small food. i am nice okay? then went to work at 6. on time today. :D then went downstairs to take lemon. with no intention to see chef e. no intention at all. okay, i am lying. then he opened the door for me. like as if i got no hand. okay fine. he was being nice. and i know he is sweet. :D then after that, we stood at the door and talked for 5 minutes. he told me about how he had an accident and how his mother f*** him for that. hmmm. he said some things that i dont understand. but i stood there and pretended that i do. sorry chef e. i really din really understand. but at least now i know you sold your bike, cos you knocked into a BMW. and we go to the same busstop to take bus. you take 7, 33 and ?? and i take 51. then i told him. chef, you wait for me la. i go home with you. then he said okay. i call you later. *smiles till my jaws pain* then went up to work. youness was here again. guess what. they are coming to singapore to stay for good. mwahahaha. and youness is going to have a little sister when he comes back next january. yes. :D then i went down to send the dishes for washing. then i confirm with chef if he was going for the party. he said he bringing his friend. he said he needed 6 guestlist. i said, you slowly wait la. slowly. then he said, his friend is a trans. i was so shock. so i asked him. chef. are you a gay? they he said yes. shin. there goes my heart again. but he said one sentence that made me blurr. 'i say i am a gay, you believe. i say i am not gay, you dont believe. what you want me to say?' so is he gay or not? then i was so so upset. i went upstairs. then my face so black. i was so upset that i almost cried. i din okay. then i quickly finished my job. then i called pet. she was in the movie. i am sorry to disturb you. the after that, nat called me after work. the things she said really make me smile and laugh. then after that pet called. then we talked talked talked talked talked. till 1am plus plus plus? pet, i am glad you are going to school. friday. he is not working today. so no chances of seeing him lor. nvm la. working with pris later. good good good. :D |
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/ 1:50 PM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
okay. short updates again. :D
start with sunday. dad was nice enough to fetch me to work. your head. i force him to. hmm. along the way, i took out the invitation. showed him. he said he wanted to fetch me home all. and i was happy la duh. :D but that means no stayover at pet's house. sorry. :B then went to work at 6. was so excited that my heart almost popped out. then when i was taking ice, he was there. so i was like, eh hello. then i bang him. then he said, aiyo. why you so cheeky sia. :D then right. he said this. eh, i waited for you on tuesday to come, but you din turn up. i wait for very long sia. then my heart really almost dropped out lor. pip pop pip pop pip pop. in order to prevent him from seeing me smile to myself, i faster went to hide at the terrence. oohh, then i went to msg pet. so happy sia. then for the next 5 hours, i had fun making fun out of him. but he said one sentence that disappointed me. he asked me to.... when i heard that, i was like, shin, my heart broke. ouch ouch ouch ouch. but he said sorry la. now i know he stays at bedok. :D monday. went to meet pet. was supposed to meet at 9. but she couldnt wake up. in the end, i waited for her for almost 1hour30minutes. hymph. then we were hanging around town. hmmm. then decided to msg chef e whether he wanna meet us. as usual, this idiot went to gym and cannot make it. so sad. then pet and i went to catch transformers. oohh. how nice was the show? VERY! i think its the first time i want to watch a show like ten times. hmmm. then after that we ate chicken rice, then i went to my grandma's place to stone. then after which, went to work lor. where else. worked with pris darling. so fun. but the thing that spoiled my day was tay li hua. that jibai kia. she was like saying all nonsense. laugh at her own jokes and everything. then, there was a little boy. his name is younes. i think its spelt like that. so cute la him. he likes me. he had a shock when he saw li hua. i think. its okay boy. you have jiejie. dont care about that ah ma. jie jie will save you from the devil's clutches. mwahahaha. okay. stop here first. need to rush out to meet pet. |
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/ 12:15 PM
Sunday, July 01, 2007
i know i haven been online for a week. yes i know. i was busy okay? =( anyways, here is a small (?) little quick update about my very so called busy week. :D
monday. out with pet. met her in town. then went for breakfast at starbucks i think. she wanted to cut her hair, so we randomly went into a shop at far east. wrong choice. shouldnt have even took a glance at the shop. i am going to publicise the shop's name so that everyone who happens to go to far east for a haircut will not step there. DJ SALON. i spent the whole day there, and it totally ruind our day. it destroys your hair, and try to threathen you when you are not happy with the colour and wants to leave. yes. its on level four. some wulu wulu shop. anyone reading this, stay away k? then the hair stylist wanted to pick a fight. bring it on. had to call carlton to ask if i could start work at 6. i cant possibly leave pet there alone to deal with those f**ker. soon, her godsisiter came, at around 5 plus. kinda settled the problem before i rushed down to work. in the end, it came out black. pet was not happy. neither was i. i really seriously wanted to burn the shop down. but i din. cos i am nice. omg! msged chef e today! he replied. pet helped me! i am over the moon? or higher then that? :B tuesday. met pet at far east. went for macs breakfast. then walked around. went back to school. pet has to take something from steph. and i went back to see nat, my tianmimi. :D i bet everyone was surprised to see pet in her spag top. ooohhh. then went to picton to get mc. then went back to her place to sleep. okay fine. i slept, she din. in the end, we were late to meet pet's mum. we did her hair at the correct shop this time. and we are all much happier. went to work. chef worked morning. din get to see him. =( wednesday. was supposed to sleep till twelve. but pet called to meet her. she lost her way while going to botanic gardens. so she gave up. met her at serangoon mrt. went to ps. walked to centrepoint to have macs breakfast. then, there was a very handsome guy there. so we looked and drooled for almost an hour. after that, finding that he is not that good-looking actually. ooohh. what a pity. went back to school. pet met her friend and left. i stayed in school with nat till 4, then left for work. auntie is so retarded lor. i swear. thursday. was supposed to sleep till twelve again, but pet din wanna go school cos i dont know why leh. so met her. went for macs breakfast at centrepoint again. this time, the guy din come for work. ooohhh. wasted. then hmmm. went back to pet's house to sun-tann. we slept at the swimming pool. got a little bit tanner. then was supposed to go peek at my chef today, but din go. cos we are all dead tired. so we went back to her place, and slept. zzzzz. then went for work. yawnz. so tired. friday. met pet again. this time, different location. at her house. then we watched a movie, spider lilies. omg. that show is how boring la. we almost fell asleep. zzz. then after that. went to the coffee shop behind school to eat chicken rice. i am sorry, but the chicken rice is no longer as nice as before. went back to school. then nat wanted to go ps to meet her mum. so we decided to go too. along the way. nat and i were behaving like mad cows, because... :D then went we were boarding the train. natasha seow dropped her phone cover into the platform gap. and she was so cute la. you should have seen what she did. so cute that we din even think of standing far from her. not like lydia. then went to eat KFC. yummy. went for work as usual. saturday. project cancelled. so i had the chance to sleep in. but the best thing that happened was, my sisters were at home. omg! how noisy is that? then ate. left home a little earlier than usual. because i din want to be late. halfway there. pet called to say that she will be late because her dad was ill and she had to accompany him for lunch. hmm. reasonable. so i wasnt angry. then at around 1.50pm. miss grace called to tell me that she was just leaving her house. thanks ar. at that time, i was already at toa payoh. three stops to town. i reached town at 2pm sharp. i waited and waited and stared into the air for almost an hour. at 2.50pm, i got fed up. my friend called. she needed to be consoled. so, instead of waiting there like some gonggong, i went to meet my friend at toa payoh. one more night to seeing him. sunday. just woke up. working tonight cos he is working night today. how coincidentally is that? no, it was no coincidence. i planned it. mwahhahaha. i knew that he was working tonight. so i purposely put my slot tonight. i am evil. yes i am. sorry. i haven seen him for a week. pet says act cool. the two things that i am afraid of is that:
thats all. must act cool. later when i see him, i am say, "eh hello." suddenly, i remembere something. there was one night when he said, "eh, where you go, why i never see you around?" omg. does that mean that he noticed me? okay okaygood good. fanastic. tonight is only less than 6 hours away. :B |