this week is the curse of mrs lee. everything revolved around her.

monday: went for site briefing at changi. WOW. the place is so BIG and so far inside. site briefing was practically useless. because the place was not really fully done up yet. i wonder how they were gonna put the things in place in 12 hours. its gonna be damn stressful for them. after the briefing, giselle and i and this other girl whom we are suppose to work with, took a cab back to pasir ris mrt. just before we reach, giselle and i got down the cab, and WALA. guess where we ended up. we were playing with the swing. although we are 18 going on 19, but the child in us is still alive. went to meet pet. suppose to have lunch, but she met leonard, so.... no lunch. giselle and i ate on our own. CHICKEN RICE! (: went to amk after lunch, and bought the tickets for p.s. i love you. 4.35pm tickets. sat at mos and waited for debra to come. after a long long wait, which felt like the longest wait ever, she finally came. the cinema was cold. maybe aircon no need money. went home after the movie. just when i was about to reach home, mrs lee sent me a msg and said she told my mum about my poor attendance. THANKS AR!

this is for ANYBODY out there.
it just seems that i've always been the one giving,
and you are the one taking.
how come you do not seem to see the efforts i've been making.

tuesday: had to wake up at 5.15am and head down to the airshow. ohmy. i was so early. actually, giselle was late. she's always late. FOREVER. tell me when she was early. RARELY! while waiting, i ate my breakfast. after finishing my breakfast, she finally came. WOW. then we met Joyce our leader for the airshow. then we headed down to changi. taking a different route today. security was tight and there were lots of BMWs. *slurps* our job was mainly checking of invitation cards. sort of a bouncer jobs. some people are damn pampered. everything must be fed right into their god-damn mouth. some OIA do not understand the simple sentence like, "OIA cannot follow their VIPs up." and they insist and pushed their way up. what to say. and then, the important moment is here! the arrival of the PM Lee Hsien Loong. (: ohmygoodness. he is like so charming. *drools all over my house* took exceptionally long time to reach home. OH! and we got to know two guys from the airshow. but the ridiculous thing is that, instead of knowing people whom we have worked for the past four hours, we got to know two guys selling bus tickets which we met for less than 40 minutes. you know. weird things happen sometimes. (:

wednesday: first thing in the morning, mrs lee's class. we was not even teaching. she was distributing her i-dont-know-if-its-left-over cny goodies. i mean, yes, you want me to come to class to attend your lesson or maybe for the attendance, but you dont do things like give out cny goodies and you dont teach. i know its like an excuse but i dont see a point to come when the teacher is not teaching anything. i'm sorry if this is read by anyone, but i need to voice my opinions. and the thing is that, SHAWAL IS NOT DEBARRED! @#$%^*^%$#@!@#%^&*

BZC was alright. ms ema showed us our attendance rate. not at the least point shock. trying to salvage by coming to school everyday. met pet after school to get her shoppings done. saw lover and tims by chance. lover's going overseas. not sure about tims' plans. returned home, opened letter box. there you go. second warning letter.

okay, look. its not that i wanna be mean to shawal. but because he gave some lor cok reason, thats why he was not debarred. tell me whether its fair. its not that i wanna compare myself with him. but i truly think that i fucking deserved a better second chance than him. as least i've repent my mistakes and try to make it up by attending lessons everyday. WHATEVER! it doesnt bother you anyways.

well well, its chinese new year tomorrow. and i'm not gonna complain about what happened this morning, because its gonna spoil my mood all over again. basically, i din have a good day, WHATEVER.

did marketing project. not too good, but done it. i din wanna spoil my 4 days of CNY. please ar, i'm a chinese. i wanna celebrate CNY nicely. it doesnt bother you anyways.

for the year of pig,
- for the friends i chose to ignore, i never regretted. never will i.
- for the friends i've lost contact, i missed you all.

for the year of rat,
- i just want it to be a good one,
be it with my buddy, close friends, normal friends, hi bye friends.
- i need to study.

its 4 hours to CNY.

i'll see the ones i should see on saturdays,
and those i'm meeting on sunday.

--------> looking forward to it.

DEMPSEY HILL.

bring me there. im fallin in love all over again, with you.
my goodness.