i feel that i am a bloody two-faced, hypocrite, and watever you can think of now. nat said that i was a hypocrite cos i was mixing with that bitch. i should stop toking to that bloody f***ing bitch. i hate her. she has been poking into my business. poke until i got so many holes. i should mend the holes and stop associating with her. we came from different world and we will leave each other alone. thats how it should be. yeah. i made up my mind. no longer are we friends, mates, blah blah blah. that should be the way. kk. help me k? protect me from her. people out there especially ah yees, mummy, papa and jie jie. thanx. (: