Hmmmm. Monday morning, its' 10.18am. i should be sleeping, surprisingly, i could get up for my doctors appt. sheesh. 2 hours of sleep. at this rate i'm going i'll prob end up killing myself. Lack of sleep, dehydration and whatever not. Test results proven negative, so gotta refer back to AH for the case which i hope hasn been closed. its funny. how my body works.
current song on itunes - always be my baby, david cook. guess where i first heard this song. yeah you're correct. =)
all right, stop having a monologue. gon meet buddy in town now... =) i hope we're having chicken rice. haha, i never like making decisions actually. so its good when it's easy. i have no idea what i'm talkin about.
everyone says they can draw the line between work and personal life. but can they really do that?
is it possible to treat them differently? or is it with my current mindset ive got all the stupid ideas? that what's actually happening isn't actually happening at all... see. im confused. i think i wont need a physiotherapist, i'll need a psychiatrist. i'm going insane. unless you're telling me the physiotherapist will like massage my brains and i'll be able to think properly, but hey guess who's my therapist.
he's not exactly the best person i would want his hands around my delicate lil skull. like i feel my heart has went to my head and my brains have went to my arse. if you can figure out what im saying, please gimme a call and enlighten me. because of all i'm typing, only 30% makes sense to me.
Labels: emotionally draining., heart wrenching