dont you think so? 

so the question for you to think about today is,

when it comes to matters of the heart, do you make your decision based on how you feel or what you think about the issue?

so basically when it comes to the heart, does the heart take lead or do you let your head rule your heart?

if you know its morally wrong, would you still go ahead with the decision against everyone else? they say happiness is all that matters. is it really true? so many conflicting thoughts. i had a good talk with him. i opened him up to me, i did the same. but do all these matter? you ask me, what's the r/s we're having now? is it healthy. i tell you, it's all good. nobody's losing anything but feelings. 

is it all superficial or are there more issues and more feelings brewing beneath the surface? beneath what we see? no one can answer all the questions i'm posing because the answer lies within the person himself. you may think i'm good when it comes to making decisions. how often is it when we make the right decisions? i told him, there's never a thing as the wrong decision, a decision is a decision, no matter how you see it. it's because we regret, and when we have this feeling of regret, we think the decision we made is wrong-- is that how our mind really perceives things? or is it just me as an individual, i'm supp t be asleep right now. but as usual, the grey areas in my life are affecting me yet again. i've gotta tune my body clock back and maybe then, i wouldn't be so troubled, maybe, just maybe the grey areas will fade away naturally. like Leona says, "it'll all get better in time" i'll ve t agree with her. unless its prolonged agony. then obviously, it will NOT get better in time. 

how is it that in just one night one can provoke so many emotions within me, either my resistance is too low or he's pretty good at this. i wonder what do people think of me as an individual, that'd be rather interesting to find out, be it good or bad... isn't that something you would wanna find out? seeing yourself from another perspective...it's actually not easy, cos really, thinking bout it, the  way you view yourself will never be the same as how others see you. you're just too used to yourself, i wouldn say too immune, cos if you're immune, how can you still feel hurt? maybe i'm just unsure of what i want or what's happening in my life. thus i apologize for the extremely draggy entry. i shall rest my mind.

like the title of this entry goes, ACT BLUR, LIVE LONGER. zouk tmr night anyone? 

out. =)