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/ 8:53 PM
Friday, February 29, 2008
lets just say i had a very stressful week. i am already stressed enough. stop coming and stress me! LEAVE ME ALONE!
i'm just like a walking zombie, thinking that waking up every morning is a waste of my time. i am damn tired of life like this. what is the fucking point of making an effort in something and nobody even see the effort? what is the fucking point of meeting up with people and all you get at the end of the day is disappointment? i'm not saying or shooting at any particular person. every now and then, i feel like crying my heart out, crying like nobody's business. but who cares? all i needed was some care and concern from you, yet, you seem to find it so hard to give. then whats the point? i'm sick and tired. can i just give up? giselle: lets stop quarrelling everyday. very tiring you know. rachel: i'm gonna say this, once, i dont know whose gonna tell you this but i fuck care already. you know i din like you right from the start. and i know you don like me too. okay, that doesnt really concern me. i hope you can stop irritating the fuck out of me when i'm talking to other people. everything i say, you seem to have something to comment on. but you know what, i dont need your comments. i seriously dont. as long as you dont come stepping on my tail, i wouldnt even be bothered about you. i just want you to know this because i am fucking irritated with you! please. i dont wanna shout vulgarities at you the next time you do this to me. after all, we will be classmates for one more year. and during this year, i hope we will have nothing to do with each other, besides having to do project, which is beyond our control. you might want to know, i rarely do this to people. and i have only done it to two people. one is of course, you and the other one, is already not my friend. sorry if it hurts you, but i wanted to clear things out of my mind. at this point of time, even the smallest joke you used to make, i might be not able laugh like i used to. |