i cant get t slp.
& this feelin is killin me... i know who im supp t be thinking of.
who am i not supp t be thinkin about.
i want t forgive you & i want t forget you.
i wish i cld tell u im sorry and i wished all these never happened.
i wish we cld be like last time. but i know its nt possible.
i just caused my own chaos. this feelin sucks.
like fuck. im fuckin up my own life.
i wish i cld spend sometime alone.
i know why they say friends are impt.
there are certain pple that understand u and some that just dont.
tell me please.
what do i exactly want?
kill me. somebody.