was talking to pet about dying and giving each other our will. quite scared of death actually. let me write my will here?

1. dad: i love you the most and i am sorry for lying to you. about the last year forgery issue. i am sorry about that, but i wanna thank you for forgiving me. THANK YOU.

2. mum. although you are the most unreasonable person i have ever met, but you are still my mum. i have learned to accept the fact that i cant change. anyways, i just want you to know that. dont pull the string too hard. it will break eventually. and at the end of the day, you will be the one getting hurt.

3. my sisters. learn to grow up. stop fighting over the minorest things.

4. elvin koh. i haven thought about it yet.

5. my past two group members in ISF, especially jay and aizhen. sorry to cause so many trouble for you guys. sorry for not putting my heart and soul into the project when i am supposed to. i know, i have to work very hard to let you guys gain confidence in me again. SORRY.

6. my friends in primary school. especially su-lynn koh and lee yan peng. thank you for making me so retardedly stupid in primary school but i do miss you okay?

7. secondary school friends, especially 4N5'05 and 5N'06. thank you for making my secondary school life so much more interesting.

8. friends around me. thanks for the care and concern given. appreciated.

9. teachers in IJ that taught me. sorry to disappoint you guys cause i ended up in ITE.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!

10. pet my buddy. thank you for always looking out for me. thank you for all you have done. sorry if i leave before you. but, go find yourself a new buddy. someone that is better than me. someone who will not irritate you as often as i do. someone who can cheer you up, and give you solutions to your problem at the same time. someone who will not nag at you. someone who will not complain while helping you do things, JUST LIKE ME! someone who will always be there for you 24/7, no matter what. thats about it. i think.

okay, i feel like i am dying soon.