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/ 10:57 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
woke up in the early. called pet. talked to her for awhile. one hour plus i think. dragged myself to school, thinking that there was a BZF test today. in the end, when i board the bus, mas told me today is mock test. tomorrow is actual test. wha. i totally wanted to kill myself. what is the point for going to school today. i was how sick please. go school, first person i saw. jojo. aiyoyo. how handsome he looked in that black jacket of his. whooo. kinda teased by zhiwen and jay. as usual. as first it was okay. until, when shawal came, it got worse. i am sorry aizhen. i know you hate me now. but i hope you understand my reason for telling them.
sometimes, when i get bullied. i will suddenly think of pet, sam and yuva. like how i realised that, there is no longer someone to protect me in school. no longer anyone to do crappy things with me. no one to laugh that retarded things with me. no one to draw ugly pictures with me. i am actually starting to hate life in ITE. i miss pet. i miss sam ang. i miss yuva. everything wont be the same. i want my same company. i want to go to school, and be able to see three of them. am i happier? no i am not. cos I MISS YOU! pps: people who cant stop irritating me. STOP IT! |