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/ 9:30 PM
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
well well. what a day today. woke up hungry. ate maggie noodle. went to school, with ning xin on the bus. then was a little bit early. went to the canteen to slack. then went late for tps as usual. the use com use com and talk and eat until lesson end. then was OFA. heard from beam that he ask jojo about me. so the conversation was like that
beam: anita, i asked jojo about you. anita: oh okay. **excited** beam: when i asked him, at first he never say anything, then awhile later, he showed me the *yikes* face. **doing actions at the same time** my heart totally sank at that moment. the breaking sound of my heart was all i heard for the next few seconds. then i turned to mandy and ask beam to repeat whatever he said. i was so upset. went back to my computer. wanted to cry but forced back my tears. then angie lee called us up to listen to her lecture. then i was totally stoning at that period. i only listened a little of what she said. then went back to my seat and typed and typed and first time i finish so fast. then i really wanted to cry. so i msged pet and just told her what happened. not expecting any msg back. she replied. and all i told her was i was sad and really want to cry. then went to jessica. she was obviously not interested. more upset. went to debra. she gave me advices. went to the toilet. returned pet's call. talked for awhile. felt mush happier after talking to both of them. THANKS PET AND DEBRA! i realised that......... anyways, fuck jonathan! i hate you! i never even do anything to you. it was somebody else please. nvm. you can go and die now. i dont wanna see your face anymore. forgot about him totally after that. went to the canteen after OFA. sat there and ate and ate. i suddenly felt that i was growing fatter. i scared i became like the photo in my ezlink. =( so i decided to eat lesser from now on. then was BZF. made fun of debra and mr liau as usual. f*** sia. mr liau took off his shoes. and his feet was super black. eww please. then school ended early. then while waiting for mandy's group to finish practising their roleplay, zhiwen, jay, aizhen, debra, von and i went to the student hub to play UNO stacko. mwahahaa. at first there was no forfeit and zhiwen kept losing. later, there was. then zhiwen kept wanted to put me, debra and von do forfeit. first forfeit was done by von. she had to wave to the people next door. easy task. next forfeit was done by me. embarrassing sia. suppose to sabo debra one lor, the she lucky. then i had to go to clieve(?) from ISP and say hi, then wait for him to say hi, then i run away like i acting shy. siao! i think he is so gay la. ewww. then i said hello, then i really shy and face red like monkey butt. then next game. i kena again! this time, its go next door and dance in front of a group of girls i dont even know. more embarrassing. i stood there and laugh and laugh. in the end, i din do. then they say i not sporty. please la. embarrassing lor. how you expect me to do that?! then before we left, this bunch of monkeys have go make fun of me and say, 'bye bye, anita's boyfriend.' hello. there is already this shan an going around in ISP looking at me every single minute. i dont want another one okay? i scared okay? i know i just lost jonathan. but i dont want shan an, neither do i want clieve. bleahs. =) |