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/ 8:41 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
today is saturday. and i am out the whole of today. so unlikely of me. usually i will sleep through the whole saturday morning to replenish my sleeps for the week.
anyways, woke up at 8.30 this morning. din want to be late for the roleplay thing in case i get the blames again. met debra first. then, told her how i felt. totally just felt different talking to her. she is still considered a starnger to me, as i have only know her for barely two months. how i wish sam or pet was there. then met jay. aizhen came soon after. mr ash was a little late. but giselle was the latest. giselle was emofied today cos her mummy scolded her. she was upset. my mother scolds me worse than that. my mum scolds me like there is no tonight. yupp. thats my irritating mum. was irritated cos we cant seem to get one actual rehearsal. finally, we had ONE. but unfortunately, i had to leave after that. left at 12.30. met pet at 1pm. i think i was punctual. she was early. for the first time. omg! then went to mos. i was suppose to study. she was suppose to draw me. she drew me as a guy. =( now i know. in pet's eyes, i am a guy. how sad can this be. =( joking la. i dont mind. at least i saw improvements in her drawing. from ugly to nice. try harder. you can do it. =) actually ar, pet look like superstar when she wear her mini-skirt. agree? she doesnt. she always dont. then walk abit in toa payoh. but her leg was painful due to her falling during the game. this stupid girl. i already msged her before the game to take care of her knees and those beautiful legs of her. she still fell and injured that precious knees of her. worse still, blue blacked and scar her beautiful legs. tsk! then went home. got scolded by my mum like i am not her daughter. aiya! nvm, used to it. i no longer cry when she scolds me. the disheartening thing is just that, it just took me so long to realise that going home is the last thing i wanna do at the end of the day. if i had a choice, i would rather not go home. ps: sam! i miss you. why you dont wanna reply my msg? i know you are angry with me for pangsehing you today. i am sorry. i really had to do my roleplay. you must hear my story. please. dont be angry with me. i promise you on vesek day? please forgive me love. |