decided to go for krunk last minute. begged mum the whole day and she finally allowed. liked yeah. but in the end. it seemed like a bad decision. krunk was a disaster. total disaster for me. met calli before gg to lyds hse. but was late cos i missed the bus. then waited for about 3 fucking long hours. so bored and pissed la. but nvm though. took a cab down to sentosa cos it was kinda late. then all three of us thou8ght it was at tanjong beach but in the end it was at the musical fountain. argh. so pissed off. we reached there and waited at the wrong entrance. that was a total turn off for that night. like wat the hell. watever la. then went in. lyds got stucked at the entrance but made her way in soon after. i mean like finally we are there. then we went to dance. music suxed like wat? too tired to say anything anymore. i think my mummy was drunk that nite. i think she embarrassed herself. haha. drank abit. plus abit plus abit. then went back in with huiyun and eunice. music ended at 5.30. i think the DJ don noe how to read time. haha. anyways. sat outside for a while then went to take a cab back to lyds hse. i don wanna explained wat happened in the middle. damn fucked up. watever. cant sleep in lyds hse cos there were knocking and everything. so noisy pls. then. i cried for nearly an hour or so i guess. i was depressed. thats it. i din noe i could cry for so long. anyways. it had a reason behind it. only sam noes the real reason. went home and slept throughout the day and it was fucking shiok. i swear it was the best and i finally feel the need for me to go home. like watever la pls. no mood for todae.
please leave me alone. i need space to breathe. i no longer have the energy to deal with this. jus let me rest awhile and i will be there beside you soon. give me my time and space and wait for me please. thanks.