today is sucha bad day for me. i hate today. cos its the last day of school and i will be missing ah yee stephh, ah yee ronghua, mummy pet, papa kumar, jie jie joyce and advisor huiyun. i am so sad now. i asked mummy pet and calli if i was gullible. the answer was a yes. i think i trust people too easily. things about wat stacie said i actually believe. what the hell. i believed her so much and wa so angry with yuva the whole week, yet, she cheated me. if she was out to break my relationship with yuva, i think she succeeded. i was so convinced abt wat she said. yet, she betrayed my trust for her. i told yuva everything jux now during night study. she cried. i was pissed with stacie. i couldnt believe her for wat she did to me. i was pissed with ronghua for irriated me at the whole time. mummy pet was sleeping. din wanna wake her up. i pulled calli along and dragged her to the matt. i cried fr my foolishness that i actually believed calli. toked to calli for nearly 20 mins. mummy finally woke up. she was looking for me yet again. she came to the pet to console me. i think she is the only one who can make me laugh. haha. we had a long chat. she told me that i shouldnt get affected by people's problems. yupp. i guess i was too affected. my best friend's stuff and yuva's stuff. maybe i shouldnt bother about them. i should jux muind my own buisness. yupp. thats what i am gg to do. mummy realised that i cannot take it when ppl lie to me and she told me the most shocking story of hers. i din go horny. she went horny. i was high. haha. then went home with yuva. i am really guilty for wat i have done. sorry yuva. i didnt mean it. okok. now, i am excited about the sentosa trip tml. yeah. :)