i don noe whats happening again. people jux seem to be not very happy. i don noe la. this morning it was all right. mummy din really show me black face and everything so err. i made myself happy. but afternoon came. ha. there goes that someone who spoil my day again. anyways. i dont wanna care anymore. but i jux wanna clarify. b*itch likes to put words in my mouth. wat can i do? all i can do is swallow cause i guess nobody will help me. nobody will believe me anymore. nobody will ever believe that watever i said is true. everybody seem to be scolding me and blaming me for believing that b*itch. i noe that i was in the wrong to believe her. but the fact is that i din even tell her anything. it was only once i told her something. now, everybody is accusing me of telling her everything. i don noe. i don really have the strength to bother abt it anymore. pls continue to blame me for watever shit you wanna blame me for. i muz learn to accept it. my frenz told me not to be affected by this. ok. i wont be affected. i swear i will study hard. i am not gg to fall into her traps. continue to spoil my relationship with mummy. i believe that as long as i tell her the truth, nothing will happen. ah yee stpehh doesnt seem to be able to understand my situation, ah yee ronghua failed to make me happy. i have no strength to type. no strength to cry anymore. no more tears to shed. best friend called todae to scold me cos she wanted to vent her anger. i was crying her for she venting her anger on me. she is happily scolding me there. nvm la. watever. she wants me to listen to her problem but doesnt seem to noe that i have my own problem. but who to blame? i can only blame myself and my blabbermouth. i swear anybody to irritates me later is so gg to get it from me. anyway. *note for b*tch: say watever you want. i don care anymore. no more strength and time to play along with you. so go ahead and tell the whole world and put words in my mouth.*