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/ your love is a lie

anita quek. 190789.


continue pretending

a little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin.


nothing but a lie

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/ 10:23 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008

I SWEAR I'M STUPID WHEN IT COMES TO WORDPRESS.



/ 5:46 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008

I leave the gas on
Walk the allies in the dark
Sleep with candles burning
I leave the door unlocked
I'm weaving a rope and
Running all the red lights
Did I get your attention
Cause I'm sending
All the signs and
The clock is ticking
And I'll be giving
My 2 weeks

Pick your favorite
Shade of black
You'd best
Prepare a speech
Say something funny
Say something sweet
But don't say
That you loved me



/ 11:25 PM
Saturday, July 12, 2008

Saturday. 130708.
woke up early for interview. someone said, 'please be punctual and we are not waiting for any late-comers.' and guess what. the person who said all these craps, din come. in the end, i was the earliest and debra was on time. while waiting for all of them to come, i saw steph. i was at the top of the escalator and she was at the bottom. debra asked, how come you can see your friend from the bottom? haha. we waited for an hour for all of them to come. ash was the latest. it shows how much people wanted the job. interview went well. jem told me that there wont be pay for this job, but haha. luckily i din believe him. pay was acceptable. after interview was a long lost chat at fork and spoon. after giselle left, i never heard those things zhiwen said. i mean i haven been mixing around them. haha.



/ 11:19 PM

friday. 110708
didnt make it to school, even though i really wanted to, due to the poor attendance. but was too tired due to late night working. woke up at 12pm. and went for a movie with pet and jem. concluded, how you shouldnt be watching movies with a couple. anyways, they were late and we watched hellboy 2. its not that kind of WOW kinda show. it was a sian okay sian okay show. after that was off to work. nana choo and i. with sue of course. pet and jem came over and yeah. nothing much happened. just a little confused about some things. had a good laugh at the end of the day, with a friend wanting to give me condoms for my birthday. HAHA.



/ 9:34 PM
Thursday, July 10, 2008

i was bored at work and decided to read my past post. ohmygod. are you sure i wore these posts? i got a shock of my life! haha. anyways, point realised. i used to write what i feel. like literally how i feel into my blog. but now, i think so much before i write, that whats supposed to be a 1000 word blog post, into a less than 500 words blog post. things have changed. i have changed to. my attitude towards friendships and life.

one year has passed. last year it was still elvin. now, its someone else. in a blink of eye, its one year. i felt i have grown up quite abit.



take a bow./ 9:30 PM

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
[There's no one here, there's no one in the crowd]
Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around [no one around]
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
[One lonely star you don't know who you are]

Chorus:

I've always been in love with you [always with you]
I guess you've always known it's true [you know it's true]
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart [breaking my heart]
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
[Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown]
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played [role that you played]
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
[One lonely star and you don't know who you are]

(chorus, repeat)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye

All the world is a stage [world is a stage]
And everyone has their part [has their part]
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
[You'd break, you'd break, you'd break]
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
[I've always been in love with you]
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

(chorus)

Say good-bye [bye bye], say good-bye
Say good-bye




/ 8:29 PM
Wednesday, July 09, 2008

whats with polys, projects and exams?
firstly, it was yuva.
always projects projects and more projects.
secondly, it was sam ang.
work work work for commitments.
these two are okay.
i dont really care much.
but then now, its my own buddy.
shit man.
polys sucks.
i'm losing all my friends because of these stupid polys.



aftermath/ 11:09 PM
Saturday, July 05, 2008

friday 040708.
car accident. ouch. stupid old uncle. wanna think you very good at driving? taking photos and driving at the same time? its okay if he was taking photo of the scenery or something else, but what he was taking directly affected jem, pet and i. he was taking a photo of our car just because jem overtook his car. please la. lao kok kok. you wanna drive slowly, take your time la. we wanna fast fast, let us pass la. where did the courtesy your mum taught you go? into your asshole issit? so as he was taking photo, he suddenly brake. so jem din see, and BOOM! there goes our headlight. guess what the cheebye uncle did? he got down his van and started taking photos of us. wha! he has this damn ciam ba face man.
the after effect of the accident was a bump on the left forehead, small blue back at the corner of the eyes, skin of knee came out, a few blue blacks here and there and finally, i dont know if its a sprain, but my right arm feels like muscle ache.
aftermath of it was a sleepless night. guess i was traumatised by it.

*the boom sound of the car sounded quite familiar. i seem to have experienced it somewhere before.



annonymous/ 1:12 AM
Friday, July 04, 2008

a simple phone call from you. =)
void of all status.